gathering

What could be more fun than meeting up with friends? Went out today with Jun, Pooi Ting (Angel), Jaime and Brandon (it’s actually Chee Yang but he have a new English name..)

Went to ‘mushroom stop’ aka ‘tong ku ting’, an eating place in Ipoh. I was late, a little. As soon as I reach, they tease me non stop. Saying that I still look the same, didn’t grow smaller (well, they mean that particular part) and yeah, I look better. Pretty funny friends I have. Then Jun brought her cute little shih-tzu, Bubu cause her parents was just around the corner eating. It was so cute, and it was small. Seriously, it reminded me of Dawn’s Tigger. But this fella was steady, while Tigger hops around like… Tigger. Haha…

Then we were talking like usual. Gossiping like any other girls and stuff. Then Brandon came. As soon as he arrives, we moved the target to him. Teasing him about his new name, his hair style, how he has changed and about his girlfriend too. *lol* We are mean people, I admit. But that’s what we really are.

Then we continue talking. From studies to life to boys and cute celebrities and tv series. Geez, I didn’t know Jaime and Angel was One Tree Hill fan. And as for me, I still prefer The OC. Tell me about it. *lol*

Well, we ended up at my place, gossiping this time about a few people that we know. Wanna know how interesting the thing is? Here’s the link.

How cute my bro-in-law is → His bro, Jus → their cute cousin → Angel writing a list of guys names to give to her mom → our friends → weather (the horrible weather the other time in KL) → food in Ipoh → living in KL → meeting up aka reunion (planning to have a X-mas gathering this year) → joining OGA which stands for Old Girls Association → I don’t know

You can see how crappy we could be. All these were not connected, alright, maybe a little but most of it, it doesn’t. And we can talk non stop about it. But sadly, Brandon got to leave cause he has another yum cha session with other friends, Jun has to go to this birthday party and Angel gotta send Jun off. Then Jaime decided to leave too. Planning to meet up again on Monday, to school and eat school canteen food. *lol* Yes, we’re crazy bout food. But it’s not confirmed yet so we gotta discuss about it later. *lol*

Farewell Part (15th Aug 06)

The guards of Westin
















Models of Starhill Gallery
Alright, we're all just posers... *lol*





















All of us except for Yenn...
Chyn wey, Me, El, Andrew, Yenni and Marcus







WE'RE TIRED
We're taking a short break...
Yenni, Me and Yenn
Introducing
Shy gurl, Poser and Drama queen

Farewell Party (15th Aug 06)

Yenn insisted that we should take a pic even
though I have a mouthfull of food... Thanks
dear Yenn... *I looked freakin weird*


According to Chyn Wey, Bukit Bintang had
officially become the noisiest stree in KL that
night.. thanks to these few girls...
L~R: Me, El, Yenn and Yenni


Yenni and her acting-cute face!


2nd Grilled fish.. we had to ask the taukeh to change
the1st plate for us as it was not cooked..


Yummy Yau Kei beef noodle...


Kerang..yum yum. Imagine we were craving
for this even when we were in Melaka.


Fried Oyster or known as Hor Jien.
We ordered two plates of this as this was
really good...

Farewell (post for 22nd Aug, 2006)

Alrite, those of us who sent them off.
L ~ R : Khee Wah, Lynn, El, Yenn, Shuen


The 'sampat' girls of WMU...


Elsie and I

Seems like I got snapped by YenN

drive me crazy

when will all these madness ends? can't stand it anymore ler... i am so tired of it!!! seriously, i can't wait for september to come.

well got my tickets done. though it's not some superb work but that's the most i could do with the limited time i have since i am not good in photoshop. arrgh...

pretty tired today. slept pretty late last night. it's all my own fault. why? cause..... i was busy finishing prison break season 1. geez peepz, the show is really nice and i can't wait for season 2 to come. hehe... since i am done with prison break, the only thing left for me to watch will be the OC. though i already watched it till season 2, but since it's like one of my fav, i don't mind watching it all over again! see, i am an OC freak. :-p

few more days to go and a new semester's gonna start. what more can i say? i don't want it to start... cause i still feel like i'm on break. geez. well, whatever it is, this semester is gonna be different and i have about 2 more sems left here in malaysia. hopefully would enjoy it to the max....

weird day

today i realise, i am tired of my council work... ok, more of yesterday. i was seriously not in a mood for any of it. so i kinda ignore it yesterday...

so basically, i really need break. shuen kept on messaging me telling all the stuff i asked him to do. well of course it's great to hear but it's kinda annoying in a way cause i really need a break from it! and he's like reporting to me every single detail. geez... give me a break..

but whatever it is, thanks shuen for handling it but you don't need to report to me. instead, report to terence or ben. they want it, not me. somehow rather, i feel my project now has become theirs. i mean it's ours. but somehow the way they want things, sigh, might as well you guys handle it or something. i am really tired.... but i am glad they have given me loads of resposibility cause in a way i know they trust me. but guys, I NEED A BREAK!!!!! *lol*

phew... i am so glad i am back here in ipoh in a way. i am tired... like what ngai hou would say, i am overworking myself and i might just drain out. which is true. i am... been overworking myself since.... i guess may. work full day everyday and sleeping late doesn't help. back in kl, need to do council work and also committee work and also sturdy. i haven't really got a proper break. now that i do, i only have a week. which is pretty sad... but i do enjoy my life... cause i think i am a workaholic... in a way... *lol*

that's all about now peepz.. update tmrw!

Farewell, dear friends.

One person's innocent flirtation is another's flagrant.

goodbye to my dear friends who left for WMU yesterday. sent them to KLIA. well dr liew was expecting me to cry cause my other half, elsie is leaving. but i was good. i manage to hold back my tears. *haha* the best part was when elsie hugged me saying goodbye, she was already tearing (tearing, not crying) thanks to her sister who started the chain. but still i manage to hold back. (see elsie, i nearly cry too but i am a big girl now.. can hold back better!! *lol*

sue yenn was so funny. we were touched when wei jun aka solomon aka sulaiman (the nickname ms shareen told us cuz solomon in malay is sulaiman..*lol*), his parents were praying for him. sue yenn was so touched she started crying (ok, maybe sobbing). but i didn't cry!! yay! ( i should be happy cause i tear easily) no joke. i tear very fast. remember the other time when we were at chi hoong's dad's funeral, i didn't manage to hold my tears i started crying. that's what kinda make me the cry baby also in wmu gang! *lol*

i try to send my friends off whenever they leave. in a way, i keep on telling myself that i myself will be leaving soon and i will be experiencing this soon too. thus, i shall train myself not to be extreme sad when i leave (though i know i would cry). truth is, even sometimes when i leave for a short holiday with my family, i would cry cause i would think of the day when i actually leave my friends and also my family. sad isn't it? that's why in a way, sending them off is a training for me. that's why i really really appreciate my friends and my family right now (no matter how much i am pissed off with them sometime). and also the food, glorious food here in Malaysia, who wouldn't miss them.

but i know i would soon start to cry too. just got the news like yesterday. carina will be leaving for australia next year for one semester. yeah, i know it's not long but i am pretty worried i might not see her. not forgetting, my dear joey, who'll be leaving to UK this coming 10th september (yeah, i sounded her for leaving one day before my birthday!). i am seeing my close friends leaving me one by one. this is so sad. aiyks, kT, sorry la, can't blame me for being emo now cause when i think of all these, it will disturb me for a few days! *lol*

but in a way, i am thankful. somehow, i've decided to go WMU. meaning i will be seeing most of them there! yay, we all can party till dawn!! *lol* and i might be staying with the sue sisters. in a way it's good cause i've got company, two good friends. and three of us can sob together at night missing everyone here in m'sia. *lol*

but yesterday was really funny. i really pity khee wah. we were playing the game, what is behind the green-glass-door. yenn found out first (well, she found out pretty late cause we played that game with her last week... *lol*). then it was lynn and khee wah found out only in the middle of the night. and the tips that yenn gave him was pretty obvious. well, now it's gonna be kee weng's turn! i'm sure he'll have a hell of a fun time! *lol*

Stacie Orrico - I'm Not Missing You

Oh, Oh
I’m not missing you
Been through just about everything that I could go through Stacie
When it comes to relationships
Don’t know what I was missing or why I ain’t listen Orrico
When I told myself that was it
Now here I go, hurt again I'm
Cause of my curiousity
Now that it’s over
What else could it be Not

I made a promise never to settle
Why didn’t I keep it? Missing
Cause I hated the heartbreak
Crying and cheating, the fooling around You

CHORUS
(But) I’m not missing you
I’m not going through the motions Songtexte
Waiting and hoping you call me
I’m not missing you Songtext
You might have had me open
But I must be going because Lyrics
I got life to do
I know I’m usually hanging on Lyric
I used to hate to see you gone
But this time it’s different Liedertexte
I don’t even feel the distance
I’m not missing Liedertext
I’m not missing you

It’s a shame in a way cause Alle
I feel that I may not ever find the right one for me Stacie
Did I leave him, is he right in front of my face oh Orrico
Will my true love ever be?
Why would I go on a search again I'm
When I know what the end will be
What good is love when it keeps on hurting me? Not

I made a promise never to settle
Why didn’t I keep it? Missing
Cause I hated the heartbreak
Crying and cheating, the fooling around You

Chorus x 2

No I can’t be with you
Cause I'm scared felt like I was falling when you left me Songtexte
I can’t keep going through life
Unaware of what I missed Songtext
And the person I could be
Love's good when it’s right Lyrics
And when it's left in your memory
All the times I let you down Lyric
I guess love will be nice for someone else's life Liedertexte

But I’m not missing you
I’m not going through the motions Liedertext
Waiting and hoping you call me
I’m not missing you Alle
You might have had me open
But I must be going because Stacie
I got life to do
I know I’m usually hanging on Orrico
I used to hate to see you gone (I used to hate it) I'm
Oh different, oh feel the distance
I’m not missing
I’m not missing you Not


I’m not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me (knockin' at my door) Missing
You might have had me open
But I must be going because (it's the best day of my life) You
I know I’m usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone Songtexte
Oh different, feel the distance
I’m not missing
I’m not missing you I'm not missing you (oh baby) Songtext
I'm not missing you
I'm so over you
It ain't even a problem

jimmy eat world - work

If you only once would let me
Only just one time
Then be happy with the consequence
With whatever's gonna happen tonight
Don't think we're not serious
When's it ever not
The love we make is give and it's take
I'm game to play along

All I can say
I shouldn't say
Can we take a ride?
Get out of this place
While we still have time

oh oh, oh oh oh
oh oh, oh oh oh

All the best DJs are saving
Their slowest song for last
When the dance is through
Its me and you
Come on would it really be so bad
The things we think might be the same
But I won't fight for more
Its just not me to wear it on my sleeve
Count on that for sure

All I can say
I shouldn't say
Can we take a ride?
Get out of this place
While we still have time
You want to take a ride?
Get out of this place
While we still have time
Yeah - We still have time

oh oh (ahhhhhhhh)
oh oh (ahhhhhhhh)
oh oh (ahhhhhhhh)
oh oh (ahhhhhhhh)

Can't say I was never wrong
But some blame rests on you
Work and play they're never okay
To mix the way we do

All I can say
I shouldn't say
Can we take a ride?
Get out of this place
While we still have time
You want to take a ride?
Get out of this place
While we still have time
We still have time

oh oh, oh oh oh
oh oh, oh

break up

" I am determined to be cheerful & happy in whatever situation I may find myself, for I have learned that the greater part of our misery or unhappiness is determined not by our circumstance, but by our disposition" - Martha Washington


is it just me or the break up season is on?

sorry guys to hear about the news. (i mean those break up news) but i am pretty sure things are gonna be alright!

so, i guess miscommunication is usually the key to break up? well, not all but quite a number of them. it usually lead them to a time out session or finally break up. but for some, it might be good. a time out will actually give them time to think about the relationship all over again. if they realise it could work out, the relationship after that will be stronger than ever but if somehow during the time out session, either one realise it will not work, a break up will be a better choice to avoid hurting anyone.

or am i wrong about tis? tell me about it....

better of my own

these two songs have really been my fav for the past few months, after i found out about the song. and they're both still my fav. maybe you guys should check it out. it helps to realise about something.

alright, better head off for now. just wanna post up these two songs cause it was stuck in head for the whole entire night.

Howie Day - She Says

Sweet is the sight
Of her room
Window opened by candlelight
Cold winter on the shore
Chills the dress she wore
It's on the floor
Still it feels so warm tonight

And that's why I'm wondering why
You had to tell me
What's going on in your head
What's wrong
Come around to another time when you
Won't have to run

And when she says she wants somebody else
I hope you know that's she doesn't mean you
And when she breaks down and makes a sound
You'll never hear her the way that I do
And when she says she wants someone to love
I hope you know that she doesn't mean you
And when she breaks down and lets you down
I hope you know that she doesn't mean you

Swing her into flight
Over her hills at twilight
I guess that's right now
While we're here
Tell me why it's so funny
That you're so funny
When you're mad
You're always so mad

[Chorus]

SUM 41 - Pieces

I tried to be perfect,
But nothing was worth it,
I don’t believe it makes me real.
I thought it’d be easy,
But no one believes me,
I meant all the things I said.

If you believe it’s in my soul,
I’d say all the words that I know,
Just to see if they wouldnt show,
That I'm trying to let you know,
That I’m better off on my own.

This place is so empty,
My thoughts are so tempting,
I don’t know how it got so bad.
Sometimes it’s so crazy,
that nothing can save me,
But it’s the only thing that I have.

If you believe it's in my soul,
I’d say all the words that I know,
Just to see if they wouldnt show,
That I'm trying to let you know,
That I'm better off on my own.

(On my own!)


I tried to be perfect,
It just wasn't worth it,
Nothing could ever be so wrong.
It’s hard to believe me,
It never gets easy,
I guess I knew that all along.

If you believe it’s in my soul,
I’d say all the words that I know,
Just to see if it would show,
That I'm trying to let you know,
That I’m better off on my own.

be a bitch

maybe i should. as soon as i know the news, i really feel like killing myself, better off, kill her first.

terence told me that she'll be talking to the manager of the rap group, the villanz. hello, i thought i should be the one with the talking, not her since i would be the one needing them to come perform, not her. well, here she go again, trying to interfere with my dance competition. she tried calling me, but i didn't pick up the call as i was still in bed. geez, what's wrong with her. why can't she just leave me alone. i already mention, if i need any help, i would ask. come on, i know everyone is busy with their own project but it seems like she's too free to do anything but to interfere with my dance comp.

according to terence, i am suppose to attend this meeting on monday with ben, her, shuen and terence. i wonder if i could bear with them long enough. hopefully i do. damn it, this life is such a bitch.

ain't much for a day

phew, been pretty much of a thinking dude lately. ok, i shall call myself thinking chick. *lol*

mom talked to me the other day. she told me apparently the uni in which i thought of transferring is actually about an hour drive from my sister's place. so dad was worried if it might take up my time. so they asked me about wmu. should i or should i not? i have my options open. my parents or sis don't mind wherever i go. it's fine with them. it's all up to me..

ok let see. if i go to my sister's place, i have my sister,a family there, my cute nephews and my cute doggies. i might have a car there (well, my sis told me most prob i would need a car then). a comfortable place to stay. not much to worry about laundry sometimes (i would do it on my own too but maybe when i am busy, someone might help me out!). good homecook food. erm bad side, i have to start all over again with getting used to the environment and making new friends. ok, another bad side would be curfew. staying with my sis meaning i won't be able to go out often i guess...

next, if i go to wmu, i have to be on my own again. cooking, laundry, cleaning - everything by myself. i will be living a life which i live now - going out with friends without have to worry about anything (well except for money and safety), no curfew. i have my friends there. people like Elsie, Derek, Hoe Mun, Jojo, Bobo, Irene, Pern Fong, Wei Jun, Ngai Hou, Wilson, Ji Wey, Chyn Wey.. practically everyone i have here in wmu sunway, i have them there too.

it's a pretty tough choice. should i or should i not?

Goodbye and Happy Birthday

it's been let me think, 3 years now since he left. can't believe time past by so fast. miss having him around. though we were not that close, but he has been a good friend. dreamt of him the past few nights too. it's kinda freaky with the fact that he left today, this very same date three years back. guess i am missing him badly.

Happy Birthday to Kenny and Terence. Well, Kenny is in Australia so sorry dear, won't be celebrating with you! But as for Terence (student council advisor), I guess there'll be more to it! will be celebrating his birthday next week, when i am back in KL.

these few days had been weird for me. been sleeping at early dawn and waking up at noon. i really got my whole clock turn upside down. have no idea what's really wrong with me. this is totally weird. sigh, hopefully my time will turn back to malaysian timing cause i need to realise i am in malaysia, not in the states!

yesterday had a tiring day. showered Gigi (my labrador) and Olive (my dashund). geez, the job was not easy at all. yeah, like what Elsie said, I was molesting my dogs. but i don't really have a choice as dad's not around in malaysia. need to take care of my dogs since my mom won't be able to do it too cause she's afraid of dogs. :-P

and yesterday, surprusingly, i had the initiative to actually clean up my non-moving bicycle and cycled. i can't cycle with my moving bicycle as the tires are worn out. so i cycled while watching one tree hill. it's a pretty good exercise. but not good enough. mom suggested that i should bring the dogs out for walks. that's where i think i would be able to jog. hopefully the two monkeys won't drag me down. *lol*

that's all for now. hmm.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY to TERENCE and KENNY. and by the way guys, 10th AUgust is LAZY DAY and 11th AUGUST is SON & DAUGHTER'S DAY! So happy lazing and happy son and daughter's day!! (found out about these through the net!) ;)

MELAKA Part 2

Yenn and I













How can anyone resist this lovely Rojak Melaka? *yum yum*















Lovely view of the Melaka River / Straits of Melaka


















Hungry and sweaty people














Elsie and I (outside the bungalow, by the poolside)

















Sweaty chicaz on the go...

















.....GiRls.....

















Melaka's famous Chicken Rice Balls






The lovely bungalow we stayed in

MELAKA

Celup Celup... Satay Celup, anyone wants??

The Whole Gang of WMU Peepz

.....The GIrlS.....

Semi-naked Guys

The Girls exclude me in Estima

At first, I wasn't so keen on goin there cause I thought Melaka would be boring place that I've been before and nothing is new. But I was wrong!

Melaka is as fun as anywhere else if you're goin in a big group of friends where you can do all sorts of nonsense. *lol* Pardon me, but we really did all sorts of stuff that we won't be able to do much when we're here in KL.

Woke up and met up with Ngai Hou earlier cause was suppose to dump my bolster (aka Dawn's bolster) into the car. (WELL, I don't want to be seen carrying a bolster all around in college early in the morning or else the guard might send me to mentality hospital) Then, went to the foyer to meet up with the rest. The girls (which include me, Sue Yenn, Sue Lynn, Elsie and Yenni) were all in Ngai Hou's Estima. Andrew drove the gangster gang ( includes Kenneth, Wei Jun, Jia Jun and Pern Fong *leng lui*). As for Wilson, he drove the erm.. I shall call it the two noob gang ( Hon Hoe and Jason and of course Chyn Wey was in Wilson's car). Left college and they speed all the way to Melaka. Imagine, we manage to reach Melaka in about an hour only. So, you guys know how fast they were driving. And of course, Ngai Hou was the pimp for the two days! *lol*

Alright, got to Melaka, changed and went to WATER WORLD in A Famosa Resort. Fuiyoh, what can I say? We were in bikini and swimsuits (I mean the girls). Went for the slides and high speed, which i was forced to take off my top (ok, I am still wearing the bikini. don't think far guys!!) and guess what, when I reach the bottom, geez, I think my bikini underwear became bikini g-string. It was stuck right up my ass. EEww.... So a piece of advice for you guys, next time if you wanna play that, make sure you wear a pair of real tight pants where it sticks real close to your body to avoid getting g-strings!! Ah well, after that rented the float and we played the slide with the float. This is the part where it was crazy. First we were real good and went down one by one. Then, we tried three at one go. It was real fast and it was fun. Lastly, we tried.... three floats and two guys at a go!! The first float was Elsie, then it was Ngai Hou and then it was me, the last one with float and Kenneth and Jia Jun was right behind. Half way through, Jia Jun somehow let go of grabbing Kenneth's hand and in the end, there were only four of us went down.... and Jia Jun slide down slightly later..Phew, it was fun. And that's where everyone started to kept on fooling around at that site! Then, of course, not forgetting I nearly drowned myself a few times cause I was against the wave when we were at the surf pool. And the guys topple me down a few times too when I was on the float cause they wanted to fool around. Of course, after a few topplings, I was better with the tactic of not-drinking-pool-water. *lol* And how could I miss this wonderful part, where we saw this couple kissing at the surf beach. Fuiyoh, I wonder why they wanted to do it there. *sweat* Wilson and Chyn Wey tried doing some surfing stunts using floats, I shall repeat, FLOATS. It was really crazy of them. And of course, the guys tried balancing a few guys on the same float. They failed and in the end, all of them fell inside (well, they are already inside the pool and the fell.. you know what I mean)

Phew, after a few hours spent there, we finally decided to leave. Truth is the toilet sucks. The shower room consist a curtain to close. I mean shouldn't they use the door. The girls were so afraid that we wore our swimsuits and shower at the same time. After that, we checked into the bungalow and yes, the bungalow looks really nice. Every bungalow has their own swimming pool which is real cool. Then we head to Melaka town for dinner. Ate satay celup, which is actually suppose to be 'lok lok' but instead of dipping it into normal soup, it dips into satay sause. It was pretty spicy, according to Chyn Wey. We laughed and joked a lot (as usual) and Kee Weng thought I was drunk before I actually drink. *sweat* Was under the hot sun the whole day and was laughing so much, obviously my face looks red. Anywayz, after that, we went Tesco to shop for some stuff and headed home.

Went back, Ngai Hou and I decided to dip into the pool, just for the fun of it. Soon, Wilson, Andrew and Chyn Wey joined us. Erm... the rest of the girls was too lazy to wash their hair so I was the only 'sesat' girl with the guys (as usual la). Then drank a lil, it was Bacardi Lemon with Coke. Truth, it was really nice. Wonder how did Kenneth mix it. The so-call bartender did a great job! (which means Kenneth) Then we played a game called 'Mafia' and it was really fun. Got killed a few times cause they purposely wanted to kick me out of the game! *sweat* Then, the best part was this. We played the game, 'Titanic' and this is where the guys got a lil tipsy. I shall categorized Kenneth as drunk cause he was really 'high'. Wilson, Chyn Wey, Ngai Hou and Wei Jun was tipsy. Wei Jun was like, "Hey, I feel damn high now! How ler? I don't wanna get a hangover!" Erm, Wei Jun, you didn't get any hangover. The game was really exciting. Everyone 'kena' except for me and Yenni. See, girls are better. *Ahem*

Slept pretty late. Woke up pretty late too the next day. Then we decided to head to Melaka town again for food. Went to Melaka Raya and Christ Church still looks nice. Then, found out we were at the wrong place. We went Mahkota Parade. Geez, was freakin hungry and they were still walking around. *Wtf!* Found out there was no food around there. Sue Yenn asked Kee Weng and he directed us to those places. Well, we found out in the end, it was suppose to be somewhere near Equitorial Hotel. *sweat* Sue Yenn was a lil 'bengang' with Kee Weng. But can't blame him! Kee Weng called me and gave me this girl name Audrey. Called her up and she directed us to Jonker Street. So we ate the famous Chicken Ball Rice there and ate cendol and rojak melaka as dessert.

Finally, headed back to Kl. It was a tiring trip cause of time factor but we really had fun and it really bonded our friendship, I guess. Hmm.... guess we shall have more road trips!!!

TALKS

have you even been to talks where it was so boring that you wanted to murder the speaker? i've been. i went one today...

was out late today cause i slept late. thanks to CLEO magazine, kept me up till about 3 am. Serious, dudes, check out CLEO, it's a really good magazine. anywayz, back to my 'day'. woke up about 1.30 and i realise i have like a few miscalls from Terence and Ben. I wonder what's up with them now. So I messaged Terence and I found out BOTB is out of the list from the carnival! Wohoo, at least now we don't have to bother much about them.

Went to Terence's office, made a few phone calls and pop, suddenly we were asked to attend a talk. The speaker was so monotonous, I think he nearly killed all of us there, those half dead would confirm wanna die faster and kill themselve first, and those who are dead, might reborn just to kill him. *lol* just kidding. But he's really a bad speaker. He's really boring indeed and i was trapt in there for almost 2 hours.

sigh....what a bady day....