Christina Aguilera
A Voice Within
Young girl, don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl, it's all right
Your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly
When you're safe inside your room you tend to dream
Of a place where nothing's harder than it seems
No one ever wants or bothers to explain
Of the heartache life can bring and what it means
When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within
Young girl, don't hide
You'll never change if you just run away
Young girl, just hold tight
And soon you're gonna see your brighter day
Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed
It's so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you're lost outside look inside to your soul
When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within
Yeah...
Life is a journey
It can take you anywhere you choose to go
As long as you're learning
You'll find all you'll ever need to know
You'll make it
You'll make it
Just don't go forsaking yourself
No one can stop you
You know that I'm talking to you
When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within
Young girl don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall
wow, a powerful song. when you think that the whole world is dead, listen to this and mariah carey's can't take that away. these two will really lift up the spirit!
tired tired... though my boss put a lot of trust in me as though i am the supervisor, i am still not confident bout myself. i do wonder what does others think when my boss approaches me in almost everything. haiz, sometimes i can't be bothered but there are times when it does affect me. but now taking care of the booth downstairs makes me really happy.... at least i don't have much pressure with yee mun and carmen downstairs rather than in the shop...
and of course, just right in front of the booth there are two pretty good looking guys. well obvoiusly not as good as brad pitt but rather than looking at four walls, it's not that bad after all. and i do have the freedome to run from map to the booth to khaki and also map accessories (all these own by the same owner = my boss, jolene and eddie) those two guys work under phillipe sum, the hair saloon. well, they are kinda lame though cause when they're bored, they do nothing but style their hair. *sweat*
was kinda pissed off with him yesterday. tried talking to him but no respond. in the end, i don't care. you know it does annoy me at times when i try talking to people but there are no response from those people, hello, i'm trying to be friends here, talking but instead i was ignored. *sweat* don't care la!
haven't been really at my happiest mood lately. tired first of all plus all the problems i have. besides, those countless sleepless nights and also my stupid nausetic feeling is back. been's around for about a month now. i do feel like vomitting once in a while and headache once in a while. *sweat* wondering what is really wrong with me. what kind of sickness is this? i have no idea.....
KATHERINE MACPHEE, YOU ROCK! but sadly, taylor hicks won. katherine could really sing. i was so touched when she sand somewhere over the rainbow. it was one of the best i have heard. and she's so sweet and pretty....hehe.... i'm not lesbian...
ben lost his phone again. isn't this great? haiz i wonder how many phone before he could finally take good care of his stuff? speechless i am.....
well i think better go for now... ISABEL OUT!!!
Saturday, May 27, 2006
Monday, May 22, 2006
because i am a girl
"Cuz I'm A Girl (Original English)"
(Original Korean Version by Choi, Joon-Young and Im)
I just can't understand the ways,
Of all the men and their mistakes,
You give them all your heart,
and then they rip it all away...
You told me how much you loved me,
And how our love was meant to be,
And i believed in you,
i thought that you would set me free...
You should've just told me the truth,
That i wasn't the girl for you,
Still i didn't have a clue,
So my heart depended on You, Whoah
Although i'll say 'i hate u' now,
Although i'll shout and curse you out,
I'll always have love for you,
Because i am a girl
Been told a man will leave you cold,
Get sick of you and bored,
I know that it's no lie,
I gave my all still i just cry.
Never again will i be fooled,
to give my all when nothing's true,
I won't be played again,
but i will fall in love again...
You should've just told me the truth,
That i wasn't the girl for you,
Still i didn't have a clue,
So my heart depended on You, Whoah
Although i'll say 'i hate u' now,
Although i'll shout and curse you out,
I'll always have love for you,
Because i am a girl
I loved u so,
now u leave me in the cold,
How could this be,
i thought that u'd only love me,
Into the night,
i will pray that you're alright,
You hurt me so,
I can't let u go
You took advantage of my willingness to do anything for love,
Now i'm the only one in pain,
will you please take it all away, Oh
Never thought born being a girl,
How i can love you and be burned,
And now i will build a wall,
to never get torn again
Although i'll say 'i hate u' now,
Although i'll shout and curse you out,
I'll always have love for you,
Because i am a girl
Although i'll say 'i hate u' now,
Although i'll shout and curse you out,
I'll always have love for you,
Because i am a girl...
This is true. Cuz i am a girl...
heard this song the very first time cuz my friend, KC showed us the mtv for this. then i try downloading this song and i found the english version for it. pretty nice though it sounds very korean. lol.
found out a ot of stuff today. no wonder i am losing them one by one, day by day. maybe i am not a good friend after all....
"i am so sorry for what she did to you..."
met tien tien today. she told me a lot of stuff about her and leaving to kl and so and forth. the saddest when she told me she was disappointed with me at one point cause apparently i only talk to her when i have problems. truth is i did not. but she felt that way. but well hello, she did not even bother to message me or anything. never mind. and she told that phrase to my friends here in ipoh. no wonder my friends point of view towards me changed and said i do not call them all the time and stuff. i was really sad when she told me that. i know there are times that i might have abandoned them but i already tried my best to keep in touch but i can't keep in touch with everyone right? speechless i am.
she said she talked to yang may some time ago. she asked what actually happened to the both of us. yang may said she heard from jun that i spreaded news about her having a bf during NS. well i did not. i knew about it but i remember it hearing from people, not me telling people. hello, i am in kl. i don't even have the time to tell anyone else in the whole world about her having a bf. geez, i am framed!! speechless i am..
rumours kill people. because of that, yang may didn't want to talk to me after she came back from NS.
no wonder i am like somehow losing them in ipoh. maybe somehow rather i get the picture now. people think that i am too busy with 'my new life' here in kl. well but do they know the truth? did they even try to contact me? not! the only person who really contact me all these while i am in kl is tze san. siew yen messaged me once in a while and mun ee talks to me online once in a while. others? not... wai ling still sends me forward messages to me just to say hi. but what about the others? and they said i am the one who did not want to contact them..
i was really upset about it. she said people change and they change in different ways. was she tryin to hint it to me? have i been some cruel bitch who totally ignore people and not bother about anything else in the world but myself? maybe somehow i should. since the world is changing and i can't keep track of everything.. maybe i should just ignore people and so and forth... wait..i said maybe....
dawn is really happy about her current relationship cause she's dating my bro-in-law. nah, just joking. she's dating this guy she met during the spirit of kl and his name is marcus. well..hopefully he's really gonna treat her right or else i would really chop him off myself this time around cause i have seen him and know him... (well, not close but as an acquaintance)
now that i am back in ipoh, somehow i wanna go back to kl. but somehow, i wish, i am already in US cause I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE TWO LIL FELLAS TO COME OUT. maybe kids would really make me happy. the older i get the more stress out i am....
things have really make me real sad... a lot of things that i com to realise... what can do about it? nothing......
(Original Korean Version by Choi, Joon-Young and Im)
I just can't understand the ways,
Of all the men and their mistakes,
You give them all your heart,
and then they rip it all away...
You told me how much you loved me,
And how our love was meant to be,
And i believed in you,
i thought that you would set me free...
You should've just told me the truth,
That i wasn't the girl for you,
Still i didn't have a clue,
So my heart depended on You, Whoah
Although i'll say 'i hate u' now,
Although i'll shout and curse you out,
I'll always have love for you,
Because i am a girl
Been told a man will leave you cold,
Get sick of you and bored,
I know that it's no lie,
I gave my all still i just cry.
Never again will i be fooled,
to give my all when nothing's true,
I won't be played again,
but i will fall in love again...
You should've just told me the truth,
That i wasn't the girl for you,
Still i didn't have a clue,
So my heart depended on You, Whoah
Although i'll say 'i hate u' now,
Although i'll shout and curse you out,
I'll always have love for you,
Because i am a girl
I loved u so,
now u leave me in the cold,
How could this be,
i thought that u'd only love me,
Into the night,
i will pray that you're alright,
You hurt me so,
I can't let u go
You took advantage of my willingness to do anything for love,
Now i'm the only one in pain,
will you please take it all away, Oh
Never thought born being a girl,
How i can love you and be burned,
And now i will build a wall,
to never get torn again
Although i'll say 'i hate u' now,
Although i'll shout and curse you out,
I'll always have love for you,
Because i am a girl
Although i'll say 'i hate u' now,
Although i'll shout and curse you out,
I'll always have love for you,
Because i am a girl...
This is true. Cuz i am a girl...
heard this song the very first time cuz my friend, KC showed us the mtv for this. then i try downloading this song and i found the english version for it. pretty nice though it sounds very korean. lol.
found out a ot of stuff today. no wonder i am losing them one by one, day by day. maybe i am not a good friend after all....
"i am so sorry for what she did to you..."
met tien tien today. she told me a lot of stuff about her and leaving to kl and so and forth. the saddest when she told me she was disappointed with me at one point cause apparently i only talk to her when i have problems. truth is i did not. but she felt that way. but well hello, she did not even bother to message me or anything. never mind. and she told that phrase to my friends here in ipoh. no wonder my friends point of view towards me changed and said i do not call them all the time and stuff. i was really sad when she told me that. i know there are times that i might have abandoned them but i already tried my best to keep in touch but i can't keep in touch with everyone right? speechless i am.
she said she talked to yang may some time ago. she asked what actually happened to the both of us. yang may said she heard from jun that i spreaded news about her having a bf during NS. well i did not. i knew about it but i remember it hearing from people, not me telling people. hello, i am in kl. i don't even have the time to tell anyone else in the whole world about her having a bf. geez, i am framed!! speechless i am..
rumours kill people. because of that, yang may didn't want to talk to me after she came back from NS.
no wonder i am like somehow losing them in ipoh. maybe somehow rather i get the picture now. people think that i am too busy with 'my new life' here in kl. well but do they know the truth? did they even try to contact me? not! the only person who really contact me all these while i am in kl is tze san. siew yen messaged me once in a while and mun ee talks to me online once in a while. others? not... wai ling still sends me forward messages to me just to say hi. but what about the others? and they said i am the one who did not want to contact them..
i was really upset about it. she said people change and they change in different ways. was she tryin to hint it to me? have i been some cruel bitch who totally ignore people and not bother about anything else in the world but myself? maybe somehow i should. since the world is changing and i can't keep track of everything.. maybe i should just ignore people and so and forth... wait..i said maybe....
dawn is really happy about her current relationship cause she's dating my bro-in-law. nah, just joking. she's dating this guy she met during the spirit of kl and his name is marcus. well..hopefully he's really gonna treat her right or else i would really chop him off myself this time around cause i have seen him and know him... (well, not close but as an acquaintance)
now that i am back in ipoh, somehow i wanna go back to kl. but somehow, i wish, i am already in US cause I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE TWO LIL FELLAS TO COME OUT. maybe kids would really make me happy. the older i get the more stress out i am....
things have really make me real sad... a lot of things that i com to realise... what can do about it? nothing......
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
BBMak
Ghost Of You And Me
What am I supposed to do
With all these blues
Haunting me everywhere
No matter what I do
Watching the candle flicker out
In the evening glow
I can't let go
When will the night be over
I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name
For what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me
Seen a lot of broken hearts
Go sailing by
Phantom ships lost at sea
And one of them is mine
Raising my glass
I sing a toast to the midnight sky
I wonder why
The stars don't seem to guide me
I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name
For what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me
The ghost of you and me
When will it set me free
I hear the voices call
Following footsteps down the hall
Trying to save what's left
Of my heart and soul
Watching the candle flicker out
In the evening glow
I can't let go
When will the night be over
I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name
For what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me
Ghost Of You And Me
What am I supposed to do
With all these blues
Haunting me everywhere
No matter what I do
Watching the candle flicker out
In the evening glow
I can't let go
When will the night be over
I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name
For what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me
Seen a lot of broken hearts
Go sailing by
Phantom ships lost at sea
And one of them is mine
Raising my glass
I sing a toast to the midnight sky
I wonder why
The stars don't seem to guide me
I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name
For what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me
The ghost of you and me
When will it set me free
I hear the voices call
Following footsteps down the hall
Trying to save what's left
Of my heart and soul
Watching the candle flicker out
In the evening glow
I can't let go
When will the night be over
I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name
For what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me
ghost of you & me
wow, didn't expect to hear from then. friends do come when you least expect them. chris and sam and jaime sent me msg through msn the other day asking me if i was alright cause my nick or my shout out sounds weird. it sounded very emo. haha, maybe.. but it's the lyrics of a song.. but i really wanna thank them for showing me concern. sam was the funniest. he said "who dares to bully you? you want me to whack kau him? i won't let him go!" haha, sam, thanks loads!
back in ipoh for a week now. met a lot of my high school friends. they still remembers me and yes, i do still remember them. seeing them again makes me really happy, as though i am back in high school.
it was so long ago but it's all coming back to me....
it was gone with the wind, but it's all coming back to me now...
i saw jun mun, andrew's good friend back at Hins tuition. The very same night, i dreamt of andrew. wow, it's been three years now since he's gone. remember when i saw his parents at my sister's wedding, they look alright to me. i mean i didn't mention anything. sigh... andrew...missing you badly!!
work's been tiring. plus me sleepless nites since after exams is killing me badly. so in the end, i am sick, officially! grand announcement! i am sick! so much for keeping myself busy with stuff... haiz...
ooh ooh..can't wait for my two lil fellas to come out! saw really cute stuff for them..geez, can't wait to see them as well! hehe.. yes, i could be very impatient in this situation..hehe...
yes....i'm a crazy fella...whatever..
back in ipoh for a week now. met a lot of my high school friends. they still remembers me and yes, i do still remember them. seeing them again makes me really happy, as though i am back in high school.
it was so long ago but it's all coming back to me....
it was gone with the wind, but it's all coming back to me now...
i saw jun mun, andrew's good friend back at Hins tuition. The very same night, i dreamt of andrew. wow, it's been three years now since he's gone. remember when i saw his parents at my sister's wedding, they look alright to me. i mean i didn't mention anything. sigh... andrew...missing you badly!!
work's been tiring. plus me sleepless nites since after exams is killing me badly. so in the end, i am sick, officially! grand announcement! i am sick! so much for keeping myself busy with stuff... haiz...
ooh ooh..can't wait for my two lil fellas to come out! saw really cute stuff for them..geez, can't wait to see them as well! hehe.. yes, i could be very impatient in this situation..hehe...
yes....i'm a crazy fella...whatever..
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
tell me about it
If Your Heart's Not In It
I'm missing you
Girl even though you're right here by my side
Cause lately it seems
The distance between us is growing too wide
I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over
The last thing that I wanna hear
But if your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it
You say that you love me
But baby sometimes
You're just saying the words
If you've got somethin' to tell me
Don't keep it inside
Let it be heard
I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over
Girl I'll make it easy for you
If your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it
How I wish I could take us back in time
But it's gone too far now we can't rewind (And there's nothing that I can do
,to stop me losin' you)
I can't make you change your mind (If your heart's not in it)
If your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
I'm missing you
Girl even though you're right here by my side
Cause lately it seems
The distance between us is growing too wide
I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over
The last thing that I wanna hear
But if your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it
You say that you love me
But baby sometimes
You're just saying the words
If you've got somethin' to tell me
Don't keep it inside
Let it be heard
I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over
Girl I'll make it easy for you
If your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it
How I wish I could take us back in time
But it's gone too far now we can't rewind (And there's nothing that I can do
,to stop me losin' you)
I can't make you change your mind (If your heart's not in it)
If your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
if your heart's not in it
geez, thanks dawn for getting this song stuck in me. it's playing over and over again cause I'M REPEATING THE SONG. DAMN NICE!!! lolz
today has been a tiring day as well. (since when i'm not tired?) got up slightly earlier for work today cause needed to be at the shop by 10.00. i woke up late. shoot. i'm gonne be dead. that's what i thought. but, i was the first to arrive at the shop. the girl with the keys to the shop was late. *sweat* so much for rushing to work.
well the day was kinda boring and tired... then tze san came. he accompanied his supervisor to the shop, a branch from where he was working to collect some pictures. yes, he used to work in some photo/camera shop (don't ask me the name of the shop. kodak i think...) then he came and visit me. ok, not visit, look for me. visit sound as though i'm in prison. lolz. then we chatted for a while until i realise my boss, eddie is coming. well thank God the new location of the shop is good, i could see when my boss is coming all the time unlike last time. phew. didn't get into any trouble. then when eddie was in, before he left, he came up to me and said "hey, lil girl, how's everything? got back the feel of working here? are you used to it?" then i was like "yeah, ok-ler. i mean there's nothing much besides when there's people around my area, i would go up tp them and talk to them and serve them personally if possible." after some long talk, only then i realise eddie was calling me lil girl. "hello, i'm not that lil also okay!" i told eddie. then we laughed and he said he'll talk to me later.
nothing much in the afternoon. tze san messaged me for yum cha. i agreed. well, boring noon. not till my lady boss, jolene came. she came with loads ot stock of accessories. phew, needed to get them ready for sales. stuff to do includes :
- seperating the colors of it
- tag them
-price them
-find suitable location for it
-keep some of the stock aside (with tags and price on as well)
then it was nothing much till it was end of the work day! wohoo, free from work. tze san came early even before my work ended. impatient uncle lee... he's horrible. kept on teasing me during yum cha and stuff. sigh... stupid uncle lee.. wait, better defined who's uncle lee..it's lee tze san..not lee chyn wey or lee da-hao... lolz....
thank goodness the thing between me and tze san is over. we're really cool as close friends. p.s. San, if you are reading this, thanks for being there for me! well i didn't lose a friend... and we can be as close as want but of course knowing the limits. isn't tis cool? i can tell him everything and so does he (that's if he wants to tell la). well, i am sure i'll miss him also when i am away in the States cause he can't disturb me like now... or technically, i can't disturb him like now as well...
friends come and go. i am accepting that fact now. lost a few of my friends but gaining at the same time. will there ever be a balance? i doubt it. even sometimes when you have a lot of people around you, they might not be your true friends. and if you ever find true friends, keep them. having loads of friends doesn't mean anything. people often say, when you have loads of friends, you should be happy.
sigh, i am crapping again. but it's true. think about it... take some time to think... and for the mean time, ISABEL OUT!!!
today has been a tiring day as well. (since when i'm not tired?) got up slightly earlier for work today cause needed to be at the shop by 10.00. i woke up late. shoot. i'm gonne be dead. that's what i thought. but, i was the first to arrive at the shop. the girl with the keys to the shop was late. *sweat* so much for rushing to work.
well the day was kinda boring and tired... then tze san came. he accompanied his supervisor to the shop, a branch from where he was working to collect some pictures. yes, he used to work in some photo/camera shop (don't ask me the name of the shop. kodak i think...) then he came and visit me. ok, not visit, look for me. visit sound as though i'm in prison. lolz. then we chatted for a while until i realise my boss, eddie is coming. well thank God the new location of the shop is good, i could see when my boss is coming all the time unlike last time. phew. didn't get into any trouble. then when eddie was in, before he left, he came up to me and said "hey, lil girl, how's everything? got back the feel of working here? are you used to it?" then i was like "yeah, ok-ler. i mean there's nothing much besides when there's people around my area, i would go up tp them and talk to them and serve them personally if possible." after some long talk, only then i realise eddie was calling me lil girl. "hello, i'm not that lil also okay!" i told eddie. then we laughed and he said he'll talk to me later.
nothing much in the afternoon. tze san messaged me for yum cha. i agreed. well, boring noon. not till my lady boss, jolene came. she came with loads ot stock of accessories. phew, needed to get them ready for sales. stuff to do includes :
- seperating the colors of it
- tag them
-price them
-find suitable location for it
-keep some of the stock aside (with tags and price on as well)
then it was nothing much till it was end of the work day! wohoo, free from work. tze san came early even before my work ended. impatient uncle lee... he's horrible. kept on teasing me during yum cha and stuff. sigh... stupid uncle lee.. wait, better defined who's uncle lee..it's lee tze san..not lee chyn wey or lee da-hao... lolz....
thank goodness the thing between me and tze san is over. we're really cool as close friends. p.s. San, if you are reading this, thanks for being there for me! well i didn't lose a friend... and we can be as close as want but of course knowing the limits. isn't tis cool? i can tell him everything and so does he (that's if he wants to tell la). well, i am sure i'll miss him also when i am away in the States cause he can't disturb me like now... or technically, i can't disturb him like now as well...
friends come and go. i am accepting that fact now. lost a few of my friends but gaining at the same time. will there ever be a balance? i doubt it. even sometimes when you have a lot of people around you, they might not be your true friends. and if you ever find true friends, keep them. having loads of friends doesn't mean anything. people often say, when you have loads of friends, you should be happy.
sigh, i am crapping again. but it's true. think about it... take some time to think... and for the mean time, ISABEL OUT!!!
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
Un-break My Heart
Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Come back and bring back my smile
Come and take these tears away
I need your arms to hold me now
The nights are so unkind
Bring back those nights when I held you beside me
Chorus :
Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked outta my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart
Take back that sad word good-bye
Bring back the joy to my life
Don't leave me here with these tears
Come and kiss this pain away
I can't forget the day you left
Time is so unkind
And life is so cruel without you here beside me
[Chorus]
Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Bring back the nights when I held you beside me
[Chorus]
Un-break my heart
Come back and say you love me
Un-break my heart
Sweet darlin'
Without you I just can't go on
Can't go on
Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Come back and bring back my smile
Come and take these tears away
I need your arms to hold me now
The nights are so unkind
Bring back those nights when I held you beside me
Chorus :
Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked outta my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart
Take back that sad word good-bye
Bring back the joy to my life
Don't leave me here with these tears
Come and kiss this pain away
I can't forget the day you left
Time is so unkind
And life is so cruel without you here beside me
[Chorus]
Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Bring back the nights when I held you beside me
[Chorus]
Un-break my heart
Come back and say you love me
Un-break my heart
Sweet darlin'
Without you I just can't go on
Can't go on
I Will Survive
At first I was afraid, I was petrified
Kept thinkin' I could never live without you by my side
Then I spent so many nights thinking how you did me wrong
And I grew strong
And I learned how to get along
And so you're back from outer space
I just walked in to find you here, with that sad look upon your face
I should have changed that stupid lock
I should have made you leave your key
If I had known for just one second you'd be back to bother me
Go on now, go walk out the door
Just turn around now
'Coz you're not welcome anymore
Weren't you the one who tried to break me with goodbye?
Did you think I'd crumble?
Did you think I'd lay down and die?
Oh no not I, I will survive
For as long as I know how to love, I know I'll stay alive
I've got all my life to live
And I've got all my love to give
I'll survive
I will survive
Hey hey
(I, I will survive)
Hey hey
(I, I will survive)
Every day
(I, I will survive)
Oh yeah
It took all the strength I had not to fall apart
Just trying hard to mend the pieces of my broken heart
And I spent oh so many nights just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry, but now I hold my head up high
And you see me, somebody new
I'm not that chained up little person still in love with you
And so you felt like dropping in and just expect me to be free
But now I'm savin' all my lovin' for someone who's lovin' me
Go on now, go walk out the door
Just turn around now
You're not welcome anymore
Weren't you the one who tried to break me with goodbye?
Did you think I'd crumble?
Did you think I'd lay down and die?
Oh no not I, I will survive
Oh as long as I know how to love, I know I'll stay alive
I've got all my life to live
And I've got all my love to give
I'll survive
I will survive
Hey hey
Go now, go walk out the door
Just turn around now
'Coz you're not welcome anymore
Weren't you the one who tried to break me with goodbye?
Did you think I'd crumble?
Did you think I'd lay down and die?
Oh no not I, I will survive
Oh as long as I know how to love, I know I'll stay alive
I've got all my life to live
And I've got all my love to give
I'll survive
I will survive
I will survive
(I, I will survive)
Hey
(I, I will survive)
Every day
(I, I will survive)
Yeah yeah
(I, I will survive)
Oh
(I, I will survive)
I will survive
(I, I will survive)
(I, I will survive)
I've got all my love to give
(I, I will survive)
I've got all my life to live
(I, I will survive)
My loving is not in vain, oh no
(I, I will survive)
I will survive
(I, I will survive)
I will survive
(I, I will survive)
Hey
(repeat to end)
At first I was afraid, I was petrified
Kept thinkin' I could never live without you by my side
Then I spent so many nights thinking how you did me wrong
And I grew strong
And I learned how to get along
And so you're back from outer space
I just walked in to find you here, with that sad look upon your face
I should have changed that stupid lock
I should have made you leave your key
If I had known for just one second you'd be back to bother me
Go on now, go walk out the door
Just turn around now
'Coz you're not welcome anymore
Weren't you the one who tried to break me with goodbye?
Did you think I'd crumble?
Did you think I'd lay down and die?
Oh no not I, I will survive
For as long as I know how to love, I know I'll stay alive
I've got all my life to live
And I've got all my love to give
I'll survive
I will survive
Hey hey
(I, I will survive)
Hey hey
(I, I will survive)
Every day
(I, I will survive)
Oh yeah
It took all the strength I had not to fall apart
Just trying hard to mend the pieces of my broken heart
And I spent oh so many nights just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry, but now I hold my head up high
And you see me, somebody new
I'm not that chained up little person still in love with you
And so you felt like dropping in and just expect me to be free
But now I'm savin' all my lovin' for someone who's lovin' me
Go on now, go walk out the door
Just turn around now
You're not welcome anymore
Weren't you the one who tried to break me with goodbye?
Did you think I'd crumble?
Did you think I'd lay down and die?
Oh no not I, I will survive
Oh as long as I know how to love, I know I'll stay alive
I've got all my life to live
And I've got all my love to give
I'll survive
I will survive
Hey hey
Go now, go walk out the door
Just turn around now
'Coz you're not welcome anymore
Weren't you the one who tried to break me with goodbye?
Did you think I'd crumble?
Did you think I'd lay down and die?
Oh no not I, I will survive
Oh as long as I know how to love, I know I'll stay alive
I've got all my life to live
And I've got all my love to give
I'll survive
I will survive
I will survive
(I, I will survive)
Hey
(I, I will survive)
Every day
(I, I will survive)
Yeah yeah
(I, I will survive)
Oh
(I, I will survive)
I will survive
(I, I will survive)
(I, I will survive)
I've got all my love to give
(I, I will survive)
I've got all my life to live
(I, I will survive)
My loving is not in vain, oh no
(I, I will survive)
I will survive
(I, I will survive)
I will survive
(I, I will survive)
Hey
(repeat to end)
I Will Survive
phew, another day pass by. time really flies. i wish i had more time...
today's been a boring day for me at work. well somehow my mind was constantly thinking about council work and stuff. that's what kept me stoned and day-dreaming the whole day.
council work is really killing me. now i am trying real hard on how to write my proposal properly. though i am done with it, i have no idea what am i writing. *sweat* i hate council. i mean i like being there with them, the people there but when it comes to work, it kills all of us!
well being tired would make me emotional. i was happy for a moment today, when i was working and stuff cause that's the time where it got my brain off from thinking. but then, after work, it all came back to me. parents with constant nagging about me sleeping late, me forgetting about my dad's stuff, my forgetting about my mom's stuff (well, i am suppose to help both of them to finish up some stuff regarding computer...) it got me moody all over again...
feel so lost...like what elsie said, lost in the woods. or maybe i am. read my blog address.. i am a lost and lonely dreamer... that's what i am now.
today's been a boring day for me at work. well somehow my mind was constantly thinking about council work and stuff. that's what kept me stoned and day-dreaming the whole day.
council work is really killing me. now i am trying real hard on how to write my proposal properly. though i am done with it, i have no idea what am i writing. *sweat* i hate council. i mean i like being there with them, the people there but when it comes to work, it kills all of us!
well being tired would make me emotional. i was happy for a moment today, when i was working and stuff cause that's the time where it got my brain off from thinking. but then, after work, it all came back to me. parents with constant nagging about me sleeping late, me forgetting about my dad's stuff, my forgetting about my mom's stuff (well, i am suppose to help both of them to finish up some stuff regarding computer...) it got me moody all over again...
feel so lost...like what elsie said, lost in the woods. or maybe i am. read my blog address.. i am a lost and lonely dreamer... that's what i am now.
Monday, May 08, 2006
Emo again...
Avril Lavigne
Why
Why, do you always do to this to me?
Why, couldn’t you just see you threw me?
How come, you act like this?
Like you just don’t care at all
Do you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall?
I can feel I can feel you near me, even though you’re far away
I can feel I can feel you baby, why?
It’s not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you,
More and more each day
It’s not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you, tell me,
Are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever
Tell me, why?
Hey, listen to what we’re not saying
Let’s play, a different game than what we’re playing
Try, to look at me and really see my heart
Do you expect me to believe I’m gonna let us fall apart?
I can feel I can feel you near me, even when you’re far away
I can feel I can feel you baby, why?
It’s not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you,
More and more each day
It’s not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you, tell me,
Are you and me still together?
Tell me, you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why?
So go and think about whatever you need to think about
Go on and dream about whatever you need to dream about
And come back to me when you know just how you feel, you feel
I can feel I can feel you near me, even though you’re far away
I can feel I can feel you baby, why?
It’s not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you,
More and more each day
It’s not supposed to hurt this way,
I need you, I need you, I need you, tell me
It’s not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you,
More and more each day
It’s not supposed to hurt this way,
I need you, I need you, I need you, tell me
Are you and me still together?
Tell me, you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why?
LeAnn Rimes
Please Remember
Time, sometimes the time just slips away
And your left with yesterday, left with the memories
I, I'll always think of you and smile
And be happy for the time, I had you with me
Though we go our seperate ways
I won't forget so don't forget the memories we made
* Please remember, please remember
I was there for you and you were there for me
Please remember, our time together
The time was yours and mine while we were wild and free
Please remember, please remember me
Goodbye, there's just no sadder word to say
And it's sad to walk away with just the memories
Who's to know what might have been
We'll leave behind a life and time, I'll never know again
Please remember, please remember
I was there for you and you were there for me
And remember, Please remember me
[Repeat *]
And how we laugh and how we smile
And how this heart was yours and mine
And how a dream was out of reach
I stood by you, you stood by me
We took each day and made it shine
We wrote our names across the sky
We ride so fast, we ride so free
And I knew that you had me
Please remember, please remember
Why
Why, do you always do to this to me?
Why, couldn’t you just see you threw me?
How come, you act like this?
Like you just don’t care at all
Do you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall?
I can feel I can feel you near me, even though you’re far away
I can feel I can feel you baby, why?
It’s not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you,
More and more each day
It’s not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you, tell me,
Are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever
Tell me, why?
Hey, listen to what we’re not saying
Let’s play, a different game than what we’re playing
Try, to look at me and really see my heart
Do you expect me to believe I’m gonna let us fall apart?
I can feel I can feel you near me, even when you’re far away
I can feel I can feel you baby, why?
It’s not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you,
More and more each day
It’s not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you, tell me,
Are you and me still together?
Tell me, you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why?
So go and think about whatever you need to think about
Go on and dream about whatever you need to dream about
And come back to me when you know just how you feel, you feel
I can feel I can feel you near me, even though you’re far away
I can feel I can feel you baby, why?
It’s not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you,
More and more each day
It’s not supposed to hurt this way,
I need you, I need you, I need you, tell me
It’s not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you,
More and more each day
It’s not supposed to hurt this way,
I need you, I need you, I need you, tell me
Are you and me still together?
Tell me, you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why?
LeAnn Rimes
Please Remember
Time, sometimes the time just slips away
And your left with yesterday, left with the memories
I, I'll always think of you and smile
And be happy for the time, I had you with me
Though we go our seperate ways
I won't forget so don't forget the memories we made
* Please remember, please remember
I was there for you and you were there for me
Please remember, our time together
The time was yours and mine while we were wild and free
Please remember, please remember me
Goodbye, there's just no sadder word to say
And it's sad to walk away with just the memories
Who's to know what might have been
We'll leave behind a life and time, I'll never know again
Please remember, please remember
I was there for you and you were there for me
And remember, Please remember me
[Repeat *]
And how we laugh and how we smile
And how this heart was yours and mine
And how a dream was out of reach
I stood by you, you stood by me
We took each day and made it shine
We wrote our names across the sky
We ride so fast, we ride so free
And I knew that you had me
Please remember, please remember
dance to the music all night
phew, today's my first day of work. and oh my God, it's not easy. plus i slept late last night. and i was suppose to wake up early for a jog, didn't manage to cause i was too tired. sigh. and guess what? my boss is so kind to me. she asked me to work full day for the whole entire month! wow, i think i am some superwomen!
and guess what i am doin now? well, not chatting but doin council work. suppose to write a proposal for an event. crap. though i am not in kl, i still gotta do work. can't be irresponsible right? and yes, i think i am really tired cause i can't spell properly. the dateline for the proposal is wednesday. but i still gotta discuss with my assistant about it. so that's why i need to rush up for the proposal.
and guess what, it's 1.41 am. phew, need to wake up early for work tomorrow. *sweat* no jogging for me again tomorrow. rushing up work like this could kill me. again, precisely, why am i in the council? i have no idea myself.
too tired to continue blogging...Isabel OUT!
and guess what i am doin now? well, not chatting but doin council work. suppose to write a proposal for an event. crap. though i am not in kl, i still gotta do work. can't be irresponsible right? and yes, i think i am really tired cause i can't spell properly. the dateline for the proposal is wednesday. but i still gotta discuss with my assistant about it. so that's why i need to rush up for the proposal.
and guess what, it's 1.41 am. phew, need to wake up early for work tomorrow. *sweat* no jogging for me again tomorrow. rushing up work like this could kill me. again, precisely, why am i in the council? i have no idea myself.
too tired to continue blogging...Isabel OUT!
Sunday, May 07, 2006
i've heard it all before
Madonna
Sorry
Je suis désolé
Lo siento
Ik ben droevig
Sono spiacente
Perdóname
I've heard it all before
I've heard it all before
I've heard it all before
I've heard it all before
(repeat)
I don't wanna hear, I don't wanna know
Please don't say you're sorry
I've heard it all before
And I can take care of myself
I don't wanna hear, I don't wanna know
Please don't say 'forgive me'
I've heard it all before
And I can't take it anymore
You're not half the man you think you are
Save your words because you've gone too far
I've listened to your lies and all your stories (Listen to your stories)
You're not half the man you'd like to be
I don't wanna hear, I don't wanna know
Please don't say you're sorry
I've heard it all before
And I can take care of myself
I don't wanna hear, I don't wanna know
Please don't say 'forgive me'
I've seen it all before
And I can't take it anymore
Don't explain yourself cause talk is cheap
There's more important things than hearing you speak
Mistake me cause I made it so convenient
Don't explain yourself, you'll never see
Forgive me...
(Sorry, sorry, sorry)
I've heard it all before
I've heard it all before
I've heard it all before
(repeat)
I don't wanna hear, I don't wanna know
Please don't say you're sorry
I've heard it all before
And I can take care of myself
I don't wanna hear, I don't wanna know
Please don't say 'forgive me'
I've seen it all before
And I can't take it anymore
I don't wanna hear, I don't wanna know
Please don't say you're sorry
(Don't explain yourself cause talk is cheap)
I've heard it all before, And I can take care of myself
(There's more important things than hearing you speak)
I don't wanna hear, I don't wanna know
Please don't say 'forgive me'
I've heard it all before
I've heard it all before
I've heard it all before
I've heard it all before
Sorry
Je suis désolé
Lo siento
Ik ben droevig
Sono spiacente
Perdóname
I've heard it all before
I've heard it all before
I've heard it all before
I've heard it all before
(repeat)
I don't wanna hear, I don't wanna know
Please don't say you're sorry
I've heard it all before
And I can take care of myself
I don't wanna hear, I don't wanna know
Please don't say 'forgive me'
I've heard it all before
And I can't take it anymore
You're not half the man you think you are
Save your words because you've gone too far
I've listened to your lies and all your stories (Listen to your stories)
You're not half the man you'd like to be
I don't wanna hear, I don't wanna know
Please don't say you're sorry
I've heard it all before
And I can take care of myself
I don't wanna hear, I don't wanna know
Please don't say 'forgive me'
I've seen it all before
And I can't take it anymore
Don't explain yourself cause talk is cheap
There's more important things than hearing you speak
Mistake me cause I made it so convenient
Don't explain yourself, you'll never see
Forgive me...
(Sorry, sorry, sorry)
I've heard it all before
I've heard it all before
I've heard it all before
(repeat)
I don't wanna hear, I don't wanna know
Please don't say you're sorry
I've heard it all before
And I can take care of myself
I don't wanna hear, I don't wanna know
Please don't say 'forgive me'
I've seen it all before
And I can't take it anymore
I don't wanna hear, I don't wanna know
Please don't say you're sorry
(Don't explain yourself cause talk is cheap)
I've heard it all before, And I can take care of myself
(There's more important things than hearing you speak)
I don't wanna hear, I don't wanna know
Please don't say 'forgive me'
I've heard it all before
I've heard it all before
I've heard it all before
I've heard it all before
shopping spree/...
went for shopping today. bought two tops from Padini Authentics. wohoo. one green and one maroon red. wohoo! but it was fast cause it's not like MNG where you need to try and make sure it fits perfectly and stuff.
now i truly understand why guys can't stand it when girls shop. trust me, i can't stand it either. i went shopping with my mom and her colleagues. those *ahem* ladies right, geez, they can try the same outfit and linger around the same outfit for more than half an hour. just in Isetan alone there we spent about 2 hours. *swt* as for me, i come, i see, i GRAB!!!! lolz. but i can be pretty slow at other shops also but i won't linger around the same tops or outfit for more than half an hour. GUYS, I TRULY UNDERSTAND!!!
then i pampered myself two days in Crown Plaza. well, was suppose to take a bus back on saturday but i woke up at 3 something. sigh, might as well i stay on with mommy. *lolz* i went there on friday night. mom was asleep, her roomate, also her colleague, was also asleep. so, what can i do? it was too early to sleep. so i ended up pampering myself in a hot bubble bath! and oops, i did it again on saturday! haha.
walked from the hotel to jalan alor to eat again. reminds me of the time when we were crazy to walk around kl. but seriously, kl is a really nice place to walk around at night. i think i will miss it a lot when i leave.....
SPIRIT OF KL... hmm, it was nice. it's really an experience for me. stayed over at federal hotel. there were 6 of us and we were suppose to be in two different rooms. but nope, we ended up squeezing in one room. didn't really get to sleep as we were suppose to wake up by 4 am. bla bla....the story of the race is really long. i am too lazy to type. hehe... then we got 6th place. darn, one more place to be in the top 5. but we were delighted as we were celebrating our success in the Revolving Lounge. well, though there's nothing to celebrate but being up there with your friends, it's really fun and cool! but the end of it, we were all drop dead tired!!!!!
saw chung lern's blog. now he is making me so tempted to take up photography. seriously, i wanted to learn about photography for quite some time now but there's no chance for me to learn or take it up! hello, studies, where can i find time to take up photography? that's why i decided to learn it only after i graduate. but maybe i can start a little bit now..hehe... and start taking the pics of my sister's BABIES.... i can't wait for them!!!
so what name to give them? isaac? ian? vincent? i like the name vincent though. then he would have a song name after him! haha *ss -d * but it all depends on my sister and her in-laws. so i am just here to suggest names!!
now i truly understand why guys can't stand it when girls shop. trust me, i can't stand it either. i went shopping with my mom and her colleagues. those *ahem* ladies right, geez, they can try the same outfit and linger around the same outfit for more than half an hour. just in Isetan alone there we spent about 2 hours. *swt* as for me, i come, i see, i GRAB!!!! lolz. but i can be pretty slow at other shops also but i won't linger around the same tops or outfit for more than half an hour. GUYS, I TRULY UNDERSTAND!!!
then i pampered myself two days in Crown Plaza. well, was suppose to take a bus back on saturday but i woke up at 3 something. sigh, might as well i stay on with mommy. *lolz* i went there on friday night. mom was asleep, her roomate, also her colleague, was also asleep. so, what can i do? it was too early to sleep. so i ended up pampering myself in a hot bubble bath! and oops, i did it again on saturday! haha.
walked from the hotel to jalan alor to eat again. reminds me of the time when we were crazy to walk around kl. but seriously, kl is a really nice place to walk around at night. i think i will miss it a lot when i leave.....
SPIRIT OF KL... hmm, it was nice. it's really an experience for me. stayed over at federal hotel. there were 6 of us and we were suppose to be in two different rooms. but nope, we ended up squeezing in one room. didn't really get to sleep as we were suppose to wake up by 4 am. bla bla....the story of the race is really long. i am too lazy to type. hehe... then we got 6th place. darn, one more place to be in the top 5. but we were delighted as we were celebrating our success in the Revolving Lounge. well, though there's nothing to celebrate but being up there with your friends, it's really fun and cool! but the end of it, we were all drop dead tired!!!!!
saw chung lern's blog. now he is making me so tempted to take up photography. seriously, i wanted to learn about photography for quite some time now but there's no chance for me to learn or take it up! hello, studies, where can i find time to take up photography? that's why i decided to learn it only after i graduate. but maybe i can start a little bit now..hehe... and start taking the pics of my sister's BABIES.... i can't wait for them!!!
so what name to give them? isaac? ian? vincent? i like the name vincent though. then he would have a song name after him! haha *ss -d * but it all depends on my sister and her in-laws. so i am just here to suggest names!!
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
do the right thing
watch russell peters? well, everyone's been talking about it. i am too sick and tired of it right not. well, be a man, do the right thing.
if only that fella is reading this blog. i pity dawn. i was really really worried about her tonight. she was being emo lately. thanks to ahem J and I. (don't wanna mention their names) chyn wey was forced (ok not forced la, willingly) got himself out of hospital just to send me to dawn's place. he was really worried about her. so i guess he just wanna make sure i am there to take care of dawn somehow. since she's HOME ALONE!!!
well played pool just now with previous council people. i think i am quite a good pool player. i won a few times ok and it was not just 'kai' shots. it was really nice aiming shots. i remember him telling me all the time, 'hello, you know how to aim or not? can aim properly or not? don't simply whack' whew, those were the days. so yea, the thing was stuck in my head and manage to play properly! wohoo! apparently, that previous council wilson remember me as the noisy one. crap. i know i am noisy but please, can't he remember me in another way? well i know people remembers me in only a few particular way. one, i have big boobs. two, i am noisy. three, i am crappy. hehe.. maybe that's just me!
was not feeling too well today. but still i did my part, researching. phew, damn a lot of stuf to read about. but... manage to find a lot of info about kl that i didn't know about. but i was freakin tired looking for info while the rest,phew, God knows what were they doing. but i didn't care much cause i just wanna get done with it fast!! remember the key word, FAST!!!
ben told me he was really happy to see me today. then i told him be thankful cause today will be the last time he sees me before i go off for my break. then he won't be seeing me at all for this whole entire month. then he was being emo about me leaving next year and stuff. he crapped and said maybe he should go US as well. but he wasn't too sure about it. then he started crapping about losing me as a friend, then erm don't know what when he starts to know her, she'll leaves. something like that lar. can't really exactly remember what he said. then he said something about being committed in a relationship and he's worried and stuff. bla, all crap. when i ask him who he likes, he'll drive off the topic. sigh... ben ben...
i got into a wanted man's car and went to ampang. he stays in room 408/2. he drove crazily to ampang and i was worried. i wonder why did he do so. sigh.. i am talking about chyn wey lar if you guys have not noticed. chyn wey also quite emo. he said he miss having a relationship. then i told him to start goin after girls. sigh..i wonder when will jack jack settles down. hehe....
sorry guys, i'm a bit emo and sick now. can't type too long. sigh...missing those times badly..
if only that fella is reading this blog. i pity dawn. i was really really worried about her tonight. she was being emo lately. thanks to ahem J and I. (don't wanna mention their names) chyn wey was forced (ok not forced la, willingly) got himself out of hospital just to send me to dawn's place. he was really worried about her. so i guess he just wanna make sure i am there to take care of dawn somehow. since she's HOME ALONE!!!
well played pool just now with previous council people. i think i am quite a good pool player. i won a few times ok and it was not just 'kai' shots. it was really nice aiming shots. i remember him telling me all the time, 'hello, you know how to aim or not? can aim properly or not? don't simply whack' whew, those were the days. so yea, the thing was stuck in my head and manage to play properly! wohoo! apparently, that previous council wilson remember me as the noisy one. crap. i know i am noisy but please, can't he remember me in another way? well i know people remembers me in only a few particular way. one, i have big boobs. two, i am noisy. three, i am crappy. hehe.. maybe that's just me!
was not feeling too well today. but still i did my part, researching. phew, damn a lot of stuf to read about. but... manage to find a lot of info about kl that i didn't know about. but i was freakin tired looking for info while the rest,phew, God knows what were they doing. but i didn't care much cause i just wanna get done with it fast!! remember the key word, FAST!!!
ben told me he was really happy to see me today. then i told him be thankful cause today will be the last time he sees me before i go off for my break. then he won't be seeing me at all for this whole entire month. then he was being emo about me leaving next year and stuff. he crapped and said maybe he should go US as well. but he wasn't too sure about it. then he started crapping about losing me as a friend, then erm don't know what when he starts to know her, she'll leaves. something like that lar. can't really exactly remember what he said. then he said something about being committed in a relationship and he's worried and stuff. bla, all crap. when i ask him who he likes, he'll drive off the topic. sigh... ben ben...
i got into a wanted man's car and went to ampang. he stays in room 408/2. he drove crazily to ampang and i was worried. i wonder why did he do so. sigh.. i am talking about chyn wey lar if you guys have not noticed. chyn wey also quite emo. he said he miss having a relationship. then i told him to start goin after girls. sigh..i wonder when will jack jack settles down. hehe....
sorry guys, i'm a bit emo and sick now. can't type too long. sigh...missing those times badly..
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