it was a week of hectic work and work and work. i felt i have worked overtime and it's not stopping. crap... this is not good. chem final project is really killing me. i was at my friend's place the other night, trying to figure out what project shall we do. we didn't manage to find any not till the very last few hours and imagine, we were there for more than 4 hours. crap man... as for physics, wohoo, no more lab means more time to study. but i am not doin too good in it. gotta worry if i might need to repeat the subject the next semester. crap again....
well, stress is killing all of us. what the hell? but u know what, i borrowed this book from the library. pretty interesting. i think that's like my source of reading besides studying. i am trying to fill my empty time with work so i don't start thinking too much. too much of thinking is no good so therefore ppl, do not think!! lolz....
chi hoong nearly got me on ma nerves today.. i was wearing the council shirt, as i need to wear it every monday cause we have our council meeting. then, he must start witht he intel inside story, saying that the shirt looks like the the intel shirt and he started to sing the intel song. hello, once or twice it's funny but after a few times, people will get annoyed by it. can he just shut the f*** up? he really need to have a better sense of humour... the worst part was, even after i said, "chi hoong can you just shut up?", he countinued asking seng chee the song. God, what's this boy's problem? is he lack of attention from home that he needs it here in college? hello, even if he's lack of attention at home, it's all because of he, himself but no one else. look at the way he treats people, this is how he reacts at home. well, or maybe worse. someone please save his ass....
kit broke off with jimmy. yes, it's official but i am not suppose to know. carina told me on saturday night. what's with people and breaking up? apparently, one of my friends back in ipoh broke off recently as well. i met up with my close friend, siew yen on friday. well, she did update me about a lot of stuff and so did i. sigh, now we can so see he kit that we all used to know goin around college going after all the single guys and the whole college will have a chaos. shoot, the other time when she was with jimmy, she was also flirting with my wmu friends. is she gonna start flirting with my wmu friends and as well as my council friends and as well as my friends from echo and ais? people, chaos! run for your life!!!!!!!!
speechless i am.... tired of work and stuff...getting less and less hyperactive... i need to be the good ol' isabel......... ;-(
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
Friday, March 10, 2006
Wouldn't It Be Nice
wouldn't it be nice if things were as easy as it seems? if human mind were not so complicated? if people in this world does not suffer?
why am i so emo? i saw this pic which Ej sent to me. it made me realise a lot of things. i mean not a lot but certain things in life. while all of us here are enjoying our life, there are people out there suffering, eyeing for food and so on.
wouldn't it be nice if we live in a world of stress free? tis is a very interesting message i received.
A lecturer, when explaining stress management to an audience, raised
a glass of water and asked, "How heavy is this glass of water?"
Answers called out ranged from 20g to 500g.
The lecturer replied, "The absolute weight doesn't matter. It
depends on how long you try to hold it.
If I hold it for a minute, that's not a problem.
If I hold it for an hour, I'll have an ache in my right arm.
If I hold it for a day, you'll have to call an ambulance.
In each case, it's the same weight, but the longer I hold it, the
heavier it becomes."
He continued, "And that's the way it is with stress management.
If we carry our burdens all the time, sooner or later,
as the burden becomes increasingly heavy, we won't be able to carry
on. "
"As with the glass of water,
you have to put it down for a while and rest before holding it
again.
it is interesting how a simple experiment like that could link up our lives. true, if we continue with the burden on our shoulders, we'll never be relief from stress. i was pretty stress out. but yesterday was really stress relieving. went out with this group of friends to club. drank and dance. when i was doing that, i didn't think much about work. it's all about dance and dance. whew, how nice if i could do that often? why? first and foremost, stress relieving. secondly, i could lose weight and get my body in shape. lolz...
wouldn't it be nice if love is not so complicated? to love or to be loved? yes, it is pretty silly of me. but it's still stuck with me. why do i like him? it's a good one to ask. why did i got into it? i should have not? darn... n it's hard to let go... i thought i have already let it go but no, i think i was lying to myself for that time period... he wanted to see me but i refuse.. and gave a lame reason. i am waiting for him to come online, but he's still not here yet. he told me he's out somewhere. can't blame him... guess i would still be haunted by him... Dl asked me if i got something for him (as in not Dl but him) or did he has anything for me... i didn't answer that question. it was already too late when i realise it. so it's my mistake. in conclusion...be smart...
we'll never appreaciate it when it was right in front of us. only when we lose them we will appreaciate them. it's true. and El told me not to make this big mistake. do not start a relationship if i do not know or understand that person well enough. it's a pretty well known fact but sometimes we tend to ignore it. El, i will remember your piece of advice for me!!
wouldn't it be nice if life's not so complicated? it would be....
why am i so emo? i saw this pic which Ej sent to me. it made me realise a lot of things. i mean not a lot but certain things in life. while all of us here are enjoying our life, there are people out there suffering, eyeing for food and so on.
wouldn't it be nice if we live in a world of stress free? tis is a very interesting message i received.
A lecturer, when explaining stress management to an audience, raised
a glass of water and asked, "How heavy is this glass of water?"
Answers called out ranged from 20g to 500g.
The lecturer replied, "The absolute weight doesn't matter. It
depends on how long you try to hold it.
If I hold it for a minute, that's not a problem.
If I hold it for an hour, I'll have an ache in my right arm.
If I hold it for a day, you'll have to call an ambulance.
In each case, it's the same weight, but the longer I hold it, the
heavier it becomes."
He continued, "And that's the way it is with stress management.
If we carry our burdens all the time, sooner or later,
as the burden becomes increasingly heavy, we won't be able to carry
on. "
"As with the glass of water,
you have to put it down for a while and rest before holding it
again.
it is interesting how a simple experiment like that could link up our lives. true, if we continue with the burden on our shoulders, we'll never be relief from stress. i was pretty stress out. but yesterday was really stress relieving. went out with this group of friends to club. drank and dance. when i was doing that, i didn't think much about work. it's all about dance and dance. whew, how nice if i could do that often? why? first and foremost, stress relieving. secondly, i could lose weight and get my body in shape. lolz...
wouldn't it be nice if love is not so complicated? to love or to be loved? yes, it is pretty silly of me. but it's still stuck with me. why do i like him? it's a good one to ask. why did i got into it? i should have not? darn... n it's hard to let go... i thought i have already let it go but no, i think i was lying to myself for that time period... he wanted to see me but i refuse.. and gave a lame reason. i am waiting for him to come online, but he's still not here yet. he told me he's out somewhere. can't blame him... guess i would still be haunted by him... Dl asked me if i got something for him (as in not Dl but him) or did he has anything for me... i didn't answer that question. it was already too late when i realise it. so it's my mistake. in conclusion...be smart...
we'll never appreaciate it when it was right in front of us. only when we lose them we will appreaciate them. it's true. and El told me not to make this big mistake. do not start a relationship if i do not know or understand that person well enough. it's a pretty well known fact but sometimes we tend to ignore it. El, i will remember your piece of advice for me!!
wouldn't it be nice if life's not so complicated? it would be....
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
Confusion
ah well, life's been good and bad. first and foremost, I WOULD LIKE TO SAY SORRY TO Jw FOR NOT SENDING HER A BIRTHDAY MSG ON HER BIRTHDAY! I WAS STUCK IN THE JUNGLE WITH TREES AND LINE RECEPTION IS REALLY BAD. HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND THAT!!!
next, moving on, complaints!! i am not doin well at all this semester. been failing badly. for physics, calculus and sociology as well. ah well, no more getting a 3.5. it's down to 2.0, if and only if i could get it. sweat. now that i am busy with other work, i need to find time to balance it up. sweat......major stress.
relationships....i shall say it's very complicated. now it seems i am the only one in the gang who is single. well, sorry guys to disappoint but i am happy with my single life. gotta wait till mr right comes along the way. as for others, El, Iv and Dc got prob with their bf, some of my guy friends have problems with their gf. Sweat, what is wrong with the world? As for people like Pr, Wk, surprisingly, they started dating. well, never expect Pr to start. This is a new update! As for Ne and Tt, they broke off. aww, that's really sad. ah well, not to worry, dr love's here to save the world.... (and that will be me! lolz....jk man! )
sigh, gotta work my ass now for my stupid sociology assignment. will update ya guys again soon. muaxx!
next, moving on, complaints!! i am not doin well at all this semester. been failing badly. for physics, calculus and sociology as well. ah well, no more getting a 3.5. it's down to 2.0, if and only if i could get it. sweat. now that i am busy with other work, i need to find time to balance it up. sweat......major stress.
relationships....i shall say it's very complicated. now it seems i am the only one in the gang who is single. well, sorry guys to disappoint but i am happy with my single life. gotta wait till mr right comes along the way. as for others, El, Iv and Dc got prob with their bf, some of my guy friends have problems with their gf. Sweat, what is wrong with the world? As for people like Pr, Wk, surprisingly, they started dating. well, never expect Pr to start. This is a new update! As for Ne and Tt, they broke off. aww, that's really sad. ah well, not to worry, dr love's here to save the world.... (and that will be me! lolz....jk man! )
sigh, gotta work my ass now for my stupid sociology assignment. will update ya guys again soon. muaxx!
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