Don't Write Me Off Just Yet

It’s never been easy for me
To find words to go along, with a melody
But this time there’s actually something, on my mind
So please forgive these few brief awkward lines

Since I’ve met you, my whole life has changed
It’s not just my furniture, you’ve rearranged
I was living in the past, but somehow you’ve brought me back
And I haven’t felt like this since before Frankie said relax

And while I know, based on my track record
I might not seem like the safest bet
All I’m asking you, is don’t write me off, just yet

For years I’ve been telling myself, the same old story
That I’m happy to live off my so called, former glories
But you’ve given me a reason, to take another chance
Now I need you, despite the fact, that you’ve killed all my plants

And though I know, I’ve already blown more chances
Than anyone should ever get
All I’m asking you, is don’t write me off, just yet
Don’t write me off just yet

That song lyrics was from MUSIC AND LYRICS...

Alrite, let's play some modification here:

It's never been easy for me,
To start packing and leaving things behind,
But tis time, it's gotta be the last,
So please forgive me, if I rant.

Alright, it sounds awful!!! Anyways, what I am trying to say is, packing is one tough thing to do. Now I know why people don't like to pack.

I am now packing my stuffs to bring back to Ipoh. Am leaving KL now. I did my last of few things. Went to church last night- which would probably be the last. Bought the side gate burger for the last time last night. Cooked my last dinner here in my apartment just now. Did my last laundry here in my apartment.

So basically I did quite some "last time" here now. Now am packing, ready to leave back to Ipoh. The next time I pack it would probably be heading off to States. Man, this is really tough. Am so gonna miss it man.. Yes, I strongly state that - I DON'T LIKE PACKING!!!

Alright, time's up. Gotta go pack again...

Love of my Life - Clay Aiken

I am amazed,
When I look at you,
I see you smiling back at me.
It's like all my dreams come true.
I am afraid,
If I lost you, Girl,
To fall through the cracks and lose my track,
In this crazy, lonely world.

Sometimes it's so hard to believe,
When the nights can be so long.
Faith gave me the strength,
That kept me going on.

Chorus:
You are the Love of my life,
And I'm so glad you found me!
You are the Love of my life,
And Baby put your arms around me.
I guess this is how it feels,
When you finally find something real.
My angel in the night,
You are my love, Love of my life!

Now here you are:
Midnight closing in,
You take my hand as our shadows dance,
With moonlight on your skin.
The look in your eyes,
I'm lost inside your kiss.
I think if I'd never met you,
About all the things I'd miss.

Sometimes it's so hard to believe,
When love can be so strong.
And faith gave me the strength,
That kept me holding on.

Chorus:
You are the Love of my life,
And I'm so glad you found me!
You are the love of my life,
And Baby put your arms around me.
I guess this is how it feels,
When you finally find something real.
My angel in the night,
You are my love, Love of my life!

You are the Love of my life,
And I'm so glad you found me.
You are the love of my life,
And Baby put your arms around me.
I guess this is how it feels,
When you finally find something real,
My angel in the night, you are my love,
My angel in the night. you are my love,
Love of my life!
Oh-ohh

Wedding Bells

NO, I AM NOT GETTING MARRIED YET. MY BLOG TITLE IS WEDDING BELLS DOESN'T MEAN I AM TALKING ABOUT ME, BELL. I am talking about wedding.

Yes, getting married to the one that you love is a wonderful thing. There is never too early or too late to get married. Just make sure it's the right one.

Wow, I was talking to Dawn just now and guess what, she was telling me her wedding plans.

Well, not as in wedding but she do have plans with her current bf, John (which I thought her current bf's name is Keith and Keith is HER BROTHER!!). Anyways, she was telling me that she was studying in the library and there were these two guys who approached her after she came out from the ladies room. They wanted to date her, not both of them but one of them but they saw she was wearing a wedding band. Yes, she received as wedding band from John. It's not a wedding ring nor engagement ring. It's a "promise" ring. Since she is still studying and she would not have plans on getting married not till after grad school, so he gave her a promise ring. They promise to stay true till after Dawn graduates from grad school and probably they get married then. Aww, how sweet right? So yes, Dawn is prepared to marry John in about two years time. They even have plans to have kids - 3 kids. Wow, they didn't really like plan them but they did talk about it. I can see that they really love each other a lot. I've not seen Dawn so serious with a guy before and it seems like she really loves him a lot. Good for her..

Seems like now I have three people or maybe four people in the wedding process. Jaime doesn't mind working things out with Jason, Dawn and John, Chee Yang did mention before that if things goes on fine with Sau Yeen, well, you'll never know, they might get married. Lastly, Carina and Amirul. Yes, they were engaged since last November. It's not really a big engagement thingy. It's something like a promise ring as well. It's not a diamond ring yet. But Carina and Amirul plans to get married when they are 25 and even Amirul's mom knows about this. How cool is this?

Man, it seems like everyone is settling down. I just came to realization that we are getting old. Oh my, seriously. Now is people getting married, next thing you know, someone's gonna be mom or dad. Wow.. Time really flies.

Alright, I am suppose to be stressing out with exams. But in a way, people work magically around me. Haha. Well, at least tis is the one news I am happy to hear about. Been hearing a lot of bad things about people and love. Kinda sick of hearing bad things.

Love is a wonderful thing. It works magically somehow. Haha, like what is was quoted in Dan in Real Life - Love is not a feeling, is an ability.

I am not freaking everyone off. But guys, open up your eyes and see. It's time for me to grow up and wake up. People are gonna get married soon and be mama and papa soon. No I am not exeggerating but it's true. So now shall wait and see who is among my gang to throw me the invitation card. (eh, dun budget and send me e-wedding invitation ar.. *lol* that way I might not turn up.. :P just kidding guys. I love you guys too much to not attend your wedding. LOVE YA'LL!! )

Say It Again - Freeloader Inc feat Stephanie Ang (yes, my dear friend, STEPH!!!)

Walau wei, couldn't believe that Steph is making her way through YOUTUBE now..

Well, this little girl here has a small body but a big voice - something like Christina Aguilera. Listen to her sing. You will love it..

STEPH -> continue singing and dancing. Am sure you will make it big someday.. Probably.. *haha*

Best of luck to STEPH...

CAught in the Act - Nanny Isabel

I didn't know I was caught in the act while taking care of my nephews when they were around!
I just found these pics from Justin aka my bro-in-law's brother's facebook.
So guy, those of you who don't believe that I was a nanny during CNY, well, here are some of the pics!!

Who's that? Evan sleeping in my arms.. My eldest sister in white (or in other words, the kid's mom) and my second sister in blue..

Another shot? As you can see, my dad is posing there, Aunty Yvonne aka mother-in-law (not my mother-in-law, my sister's mother-in-law) with Adam and me here with Evan..

Uncle Kevin's daughter aka Marcus's cousin.. lying next to me and her daddy aka Uncle Kevin there laughing (don't ask me what he was laughing about.. )

Yes, Adam, what are you mumbling about there?
Aunty Isabel couldn't understand a word you're mumbling..

Hello, I am Evan and this is my brother, Adam and we like to head-bang one another. *hehe*

Aiyak, another camera shot..
My bro-in-law, Marcus with Evan and I am trying to I assume trick Adam there..

Phew, finally someone lighter.. *lol*
Cheeky Evan looking around at the Kelantan market

See, told ya guys I was helping my sister around with the kids.. But I enjoy those two little monkeys.. Miss having them around.. :(

WAking Up

Man, this is really bad..

I woke up about 5.30am today. I got up suddenly and I couldn't sleep anymore and I know my mind were thinking about economics.. My goodness, this is a good example of exam stress..

Is either I couldn't sleep or I wake up from sleeps.. This is bad. The only time I could really sleep well is in fact in the afternoon.. Though I would wake up from sleep, but I will fall back into snoozing moment very fast... Haiz.. Weird sleeping habits through the finals. No choice.. typical of me.. Well, at least I could sleep at night.. Better than before, where I couldn't sleep at all..

Wait, could it because I drank tea before I sleep? But I don't think so. If it's cause by the tea, I would be awake the whole night but I slept... Hmmm.. Weird.. I think I would sleep really well tonight.. I hope I would sleep well tonight..

I am a Weeping Willow

What tree did you fall from?

Find your tree from your birthday and then click to find out what it all means... also in line with Celtic astrology.

Jan 01 to Jan 11 - Fir tree
Jan 12 to Jan 24 - Elm tree
Jan 25 to Feb 03 - Cypress tree
Feb 04 to Feb 08 - Poplar tree
Feb 09 to Feb 18 - Cedar tree
Feb 19 to Feb 28 - Pine tree
Mar 01 to Mar 10 - Weeping Willow tree
Mar 11 to Mar 20 - Lime tree
Mar 21 - Oak tree
Mar 22 to Mar 31 - Hazelnut tree
Apr 01 to Apr 10 - Rowan tree
Apr 11 to Apr 20 - Maple tree
Apr 21 to Apr 30 - Walnut tree
May 01 to May 14 - Poplar tree
May 15 to May 24 - Chestnut tree
May 25 to Jun 03 - Ash tree
Jun 04 to Jun 13 - Hornbeam tree
Jun 14 to Jun 23 - Fig tree
Jun 24 - Birch tree
Jun 25 to Jul 04 - Apple tree
Jul 05 to Jul 14 - Fir tree
Jul 15 to Jul 25 - Elm tree
Jul 26 to Aug 04 - Cypress tree
Aug 05 to Aug 13 - Poplar tree
Aug 14 to Aug 23 - Cedar tree
Aug 24 to Sep 02 - Pine tree
Sep 03 to Sep 12 - Weeping Willow tree
Sep 13 to Sep 22 - Lime tree
Sep 23 - Olive tree
Sep 24 to Oct 03 - Hazelnut tree
Oct 04 to Oct 13 - Rowan tree
Oct 14 to Oct 23 - Maple tree
Oct 24 to Nov 11 - Walnut tree
Nov 12 to Nov 21 - Chestnut tree
Nov 22 to Dec 01 - Ash tree
Dec 02 to Dec 11 - Hornbeem tree
Dec 12 to Dec 21 - Fig tree
Dec 22 - Beech tree
Dec 23 to Dec 31 - Apple tree



Apple tree: (the love) - of slight build, lots of charm, appeal, and attraction, pleasant aura, flirtatious, adventurous, sensitive, always in love, wants to love and be loved, faithful and tender partner, very generous, scientific talents, lives for today, a carefree philosopher with imagination.

Ash tree: (the ambition) - uncommonly attractive, vivacious, impulsive, demanding, does not care for criticism, ambitious, intelligent, talented, likes to play with fate, can be egotistic, very reliable and trustworthy, faithful and prudent lover, sometimes brains rule over the heart, but takes partnership very seriously.

Beech tree: (the creative) - has good taste, concerned about its looks, materialistic, good organization of life and career, economical, good leader, takes no unnecessary risks, reasonable, splendid lifetime companion, keen on keeping fit (diets, sports, etc.)

Birch tree: (the inspiration) - vivacious, attractive, elegant, friendly, unpretentious, modest, does not like anything in excess, abhors the vulgar, loves life in nature and in calm, not very passionate, full of imagination, little ambition, creates a calm and content atmosphere.

Cedar tree: (the confidence) - of rare beauty, knows how to adapt, likes luxury, of good health, not the least shy, tends to look down on others, self-confident, determined, impatient, likes to impress others, many talents, industrious, healthy optimism, waiting for the one true love, able to make quick decisions.

Chestnut tree: (the honesty) - of unusual beauty, does not want to impress, well-developed sense of justice, vivacious, interested, a born diplomat, but irritates easily and sensitive in company, often due to a lack of self confidence. Acts sometimes superior, feels not understood, loves only once, has difficulties in finding a partner.

Cypress tree: (the faithfulness) - strong, muscular, adaptable, takes what life has to give, content, optimistic, craves money and acknowledgement, hates loneliness, passionate lover which cannot be satisfied, faithful, quick-tempered, unruly, pedantic, and careless.

Elm tree: (the noble-mindedness) - pleasant shape, tasteful clothes, modest demands, tends not to forgive mistakes, cheerful, likes to lead but not obey, honest and faithful partner, likes making decisions for others, noble-minded, generous, good sense of humor, practical.

Fig tree: (the sensibility) - very strong, a bit self-willed, independent, does not allow contradiction or arguments, loves life, its family, children and animals, a bit of a social butterfly, good sense of humor, likes idleness and laziness, of practical talent and intelligence.

Fir tree: (the mysterious) - extraordinary taste, dignity, sophisticated, loves anything beautiful, moody, stubborn, tends to egoism but cares for those close to them, rather modest, very ambitious, talented, industrious, discontented lover, many friends, many foes, very reliable.

Hazelnut tree: (the extraordinary) - charming, undemanding, very understanding, knows how to make an impression, active fighter for social cause, popular, moody, and capricious lover, honest, and tolerant partner, precise sense of judgment.

Hornbeam tree: (the good taste) - of cool beauty, cares for its looks and condition, good taste, is not egotistic, makes life as comfortable as possible, leads a reasonable and disciplined life. Looks for kindness and acknowledgement in an emotional partner, dreams of unusual lovers, is seldom happy with its feelings, mistrusts most people, is never sure of its decisions, very conscientious.

Lime tree: (the doubt) - accepts what life dishes out in a composed way, hates fighting, stress, and labor, dislikes laziness and idleness, soft and relenting, makes sacrifices for friends, many talents but not tenacious enough to make them blossom, often wailing and complaining, very jealous but loyal.

Maple tree: (independence of mind) - no ordinary person, full of imagination and originality, shy and reserved, ambitious, proud, self confident, hungers for new experiences, sometimes nervous, has many complexities, good memory, learns easily, complicated love life, wants to impress.

Oak tree: (the brave) - robust nature, courageous, strong, unrelenting, independent, sensible, does not like change, keeps its feet on the ground, person of action.

Olive tree: (the wisdom) - loves sun, warmth and kind feelings, reasonable, balanced, avoids aggression and violence, tolerant cheerful, calm, well-developed sense of justice, sensitive, empathetic. Free of jealousy, loves to read and the company of sophisticated people.

Pine tree: (the particular) - loves agreeable company, very robust, knows how to make life comfortable, very active, natural, good companion, but seldom friendly, falls easily in love but its passion burns out quickly, gives up easily, everything disappointment until it finds its ideal, trustworthy, practical.

Poplar tree: (the uncertainty) - looks very decorative, not very self-confident, only courageous if necessary, needs goodwill and pleasant surroundings, very choosy, often lonely, great animosity, artistic nature, good organizer, tends to lean toward philosophy, reliable in any situation, takes partnership seriously.

Rowan tree: (the sensitivity) - full of charm, cheerful, gifted without egoism, likes to draw attention, loves life, motion, unrest, and even complications, is both dependent and independent, good taste, artistic, passionate, emotional, good company, does not forgive.

Walnut tree: (the passion) - unrelenting, strange and full of contrasts, often egotistic, aggressive, noble, broad horizon, unexpected reactions, spontaneous, unlimited ambition, no flexibility, difficult and uncommon partner, not always liked but often admired, ingenious strategist, very jealous and passionate, no compromise.

Weeping Willow tree: (the melancholy) - beautiful but full of melancholy, attractive, very empathetic, loves anything beautiful and tasteful, loves to travel, dreamer, restless, capricious, honest, can be influenced but is not easy to live with, demanding, good intuition, suffers in love but finds sometimes an anchoring partner.

Vincent - Don McLean

Starry
starry night
paint your palette blue and grey
look out on a summer's day
with eyes that know the
darkness in my soul.

Shadows on the hills
sketch the trees and the daffodils
catch the breeze and the winter chills
in colors on the snowy linen land.

And now I understand what you tried to say to me
how you suffered for your sanity
how you tried to set them free.
They would not listen
they did not know how
perhaps they'll listen now.

Starry
starry night
flaming flo'rs that brightly blaze
swirling clouds in violet haze reflect in
Vincent's eyes of China blue.

Colors changing hue
morning fields of amber grain
weathered faces lined in pain
are soothed beneath the artist's
loving hand.

And now I understand what you tried to say to me
how you suffered for your sanity
how you tried to set them free.
perhaps they'll listen now.

For they could not love you
but still your love was true
and when no hope was left in sight on that starry
starry night.
You took your life
as lovers often do;
But I could have told you
Vincent
this world was never
meant for one
as beautiful as you.

Starry
starry night
portraits hung in empty halls
frameless heads on nameless walls
with eyes
that watch the world and can't forget.

Like the stranger that you've met
the ragged men in ragged clothes
the silver thorn of bloddy rose
lie crushed and broken
on the virgin snow.

And now I think I know what you tried to say to me
how you suffered for your sanity
how you tried to set them free.
They would not listen
they're not
list'ning still
perhaps they never will.

Honesty the Best Policy

Was talking to Chee Yang and I totally agree that "HONESTY IS THE BEST POLICY".

In life, we have to honest. When you are honest, you break down one wall between you and your friends. There are many walls and barriers among human. It depends on one self on how much are you willing to do to break the wall between you and your friends, family and loved ones. Ok, I am not talking about your pet but there is still a wall between you and your pet. Reason being is if there is a wall between you and your pet, you also won't show you love them so much right?

Like what I said, there are many walls between human. It is up to one's initiative to break them. So if you do not want to have a wall between you and your friends, family or your loved ones, break them.

A Very Long Friday

I woke up really early this morning. Well that's also because I left my PC on the whole night. You guys must be thinking, "siao ar this woman, leave the PC on the whole night with internet on!!" I was trying to apply online for a seat for TOEFL exams (yes, TOEFL stands for Test of English as a Foreign Language). Since I am applying to Eastern Michigan University, I would need TOEFL as English requirement. It was so freaking funny. The page shows that it's processing and it says do not click back button or refresh or the transaction might not be accounted for. So, stupidly, I waited patiently for half hour. Still nothing. So I called Tze San for a chat. Well, he wasn't in a mood to talk also. Never mind. So I hung up. Then, I checked again. Still no change. So I decided to sleep and leave the PC on (there are possibility that the hostel internet yesterday was so slow....... that it might affect the process).

Woke up in the morning. Still the same. So, I checked ma order just in case there was transaction and I didn't know. Nothing. Then, I restarted the whole process. Man, hostel line in the morning is freaking fast. Everything was done within like 10 minutes (I mean filling up my details all over again). But when it came to the same old process page, I just realizes that there is a possibility that I might need to click "NO THANKS" to CHASE, which is the card my mom is using. After I clicked it, yay, it loaded successfully. Meaning, I was stupid enough to NOT realize about that last night and I was complaining about it to Tze San. *sweat*

Since I am already up, decided to continue watching the chinese series I am watching. But SINUS attacked. So, took a pill after breakfast and tried to keep myself awake. But nope, it's not doing my nose any good or my head. Still I had to nap for a bit.... It was 11.30am then.

ZZZZZZZZ...............

Yes, I woke up only about 3.00 pm. WALAU WEI.. Yes, I slept a bit too long cause I was too tired to wake up. Had my lunch and decided to study..

NOPE, didn't work cause my brain is still a lil tired. So continue with the CHinese series.. And in the end, it's almost 7.00 pm now and I haven't started studying and my finals are in 10 days time.. *WHAT????????????* Yes, 10 days time. So tonight is the time when I start the battle with my books. And I shall win this battle...

BUSY is Just a Reason to Avoid Convsersation

BUSY is Just a Reason

People normally used the reason "Sorry, I'm busy."

Busy is really not the reason to not talk and care or call for a person. If you really care for your loved ones, you will still call no matter what.

Am very disappointed sometimes looking at people acting this way. Well, I do agree, even sometimes I act this way. This is human, this is life.

Well, we should appreciate every moment in life with the people you love and treasure. Cause we do not know what will happen tomorrow.

Haha, this is probably what you call stress before leaving.. Ah, a lot of problems arise before you leave.. Preparation and all... And I don't get it why some people don't understand this stress and yet thinking that I am thinking too much.... Ya, right.. Tryin being me in my position..

Arrgh................ Exam Stress, Stress before Leaving, Stress of everything....................................................................

Growing Up - Strong Enough

I don't need your sympathy
There's nothing you can say or do for me
And I don't want a miracle
You'll never change for no one

I hear your reasons why
Where did you sleep last night?
And was she worth it, was she worth it?

'Cos I'm strong enough
To live without you
Strong enough and I quit crying
Long enough now I'm strong enough
To know you gotta go

There's no more to say
So save your breath
And then walk away
No matter what I hear you say
I'm strong enough to know you gotta go

So you feel misunderstood
Baby, have I got news for you
On being used, I could write a book
You don't wanna hear about it

I've been losing sleep
You've been going cheap
She ain't worth half of me it's true
I'm telling you

Now I'm strong enough to live without you
Strong enough and I quit crying
Long enough now I'm strong enough
To know you gotta go

Come hell or waters high
You'll never see me cry
This is our last goodbye, it's true

I'm telling you
That I'm strong enough to live without you
Stron enough and I quit crying
Long enough now I'm strong enough
To know you gotta go

There's no more to say
So save your breath
And you walk away
No matter what I hear you say
I'm strong enough to know you gotta go

Well, yeah, I am strong enough - to go through the month of stress, the month of killing time..

You know, I do think back a lot. If only we could remain as kids, we won't have to worry so much about studies, money, love and everything. Remember during kindergarten, you just fight with your classmates for barbie doll, for toys and at most, who is smarted in ABC. But look at us now, we have to fight to survive. We have to work hard in order to score for a paper. Or else, we will not get good grades and we might not get a good job. We have to worry about money. No money, you can't survive in this pathetic world where everything is about money.. *is all about the money, is all about the dum dum dum dum de dum* We have to worry about the person that we love - if he or she is doing alright if I spend less time with them or how are they coping with their work. We also have to worry about how people look at us - am i too fat? is my dress alright? is my hair alright? does my spikes looks right?

So yeah, this is what you call entering adulthood. And I believe there are more to come for me cause I've just entered adulthood. Haven't really step into the working political world. Yes, you might think college is political but working life is worse. I know that cause I've worked before and that's in a small firm. I can't imagine if I work in a big firm. I think I might suicide faster. Na, just kidding. But yeah, working life is horrible. But ah well, this is life. See how lucky you might be in meeting people.

Yes, I am done grumbling. I think I write more when I am stress. I think more when I am stress - to divert my main stress to other things. But of course it's not good - cause it might stress me out even more. So, in conclusion - DON'T THINK...........

GIving Up

Stress is gonna haunt most of us this April as most of us are approaching finals..

But there might be things that will haunt you till you can't sleep at night.. That's why, why think so much about it? Why worry so much??

Came to a conclusion - it's time to give up..

It's gonna be a waste if you're doing something halfway through and you have to give them up but sometimes things might just have to end up this way..

GIVE UP

TRIUMPH's NEW LOGO LAUNCH @ ONE UTAMA, CENTRE COURT

INTRODUCING: THE HISTORY OF BRAS:












PRESENTING TO YOU, THE FASHION SHOW:

THE HIGHLIGHT OF THE NIGHT, IMPORTED FROM GERMANY:

CRYSTAL BRA which weighs 800g

ThE FAME, THE GLORY, AND THE GLAMOUROUS - CELEBRITIES:

Celebrities, Model and Designer which include Noryn Aziz (second left), Bill Keith (in white) and Erra Fazira

Daphne Iking
The emcee for the event...

TRIUMPH's ECO-FRIENDLY INVENTIONS:

The Glass Bra
This special bra reflects the company's respect and admiration for Asian women. The bra was made using computation of the average bust line from the 10 winners to create the ideal "golden size" for the cup molding. It was the first competition to select Asian women in Japan as lingerie models instead of using the European models. Cups were made out of glass and figures of angels were skillfully hand-etched onto the bra cup by highly experienced craftsmen. Delicate Swarovski crystals were sewn on the sides, center panel and straps to complement the wonderful masterpiece.

Triumph Eco-globe Bra
This bra uses eco-friendly materials such as corn, Deccan hemp and paper that is biodegradable. It maintains low-combustible energy when burnt and does not emit harmful gasses. The design incorporated the idea of "mother earth - the globe" which has cups that joins together to form a palm - sized green globe.

Triumph "Warmbiz" Bra
In an effort to save energy, Japan's government set up COOLBIZ and WARMBIZ campaigns to encourage business and workers to dress appropriately for the season. In support of the campaign, Triumph came up with "Warmbiz" bra. This comfy-looking faux fur features special pads filled with eco friendly gel that can be easily heated in a microwave or with a hot water bottle.

Triumph "No More Plastic Bags" Bra
This is a Japanese bra that doubles as a shopping bag. Made out of polyester and can transform into a shopping bag when not being worn.

And now presenting, the syok-senditi moment:

Celebrity Bel

Bel with Shyan Hui and Jenny

Room Mate

Boredome in the Car

Lovely CupCakes - Edible Lingerie

Ok, don't ask me why is JonZ proposing to the mannequin

Su Kean @ Shevounne and Bel

We're so gonna be POSER MATES FOREVER

Model

I think JonZ has a fetish for mannequins in lingerie..
And as for me, I am still busy posing

Yes, we honestly love this bra. That's why we're taking pictures with her..
And see what's behind? A model looking like Jessica Alba.

Well, it was a very last minute thing that Shevounne asked to go. Stephanie was suppose to go too but she had something else to do. But it was great. Seeing the crystal bra (weighs 800g and it flew all the way from Germany). But like what JonZ said, it looks like some kindergarten kids did some craftwork and used sequins and made a bra.. *sweat*. Noryn Aziz was there. AHHHHHHHHHH ............... Her voice is lovely and powerful. The first time I heard her sing was last year when Jonathan was doing her event (ok, this is another Jon). And the funny thing was I met her backstage and I couldn't recognize it was her. She smiled at me... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH................................ Should have taken picture with her.. But it's ok. I had vidoes of her. She's really a lovely jazz singer. Sexy voice. Alright, other artiste were present was Amber Chia (she was one of the models I think), Erra Fazira, and I forgot one more - a Malaysian local artiste as well. It was a great evening. Haha, and a lot of people said I look really different... Great transformation.. Great success!

Losing Grip - Avril Lavigne

Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby?
Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real..
Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you?
Why'd you turn away?
Here's what I have to say...

I was left to cry there, waiting outside there
Grinnin' with a lost stare,
That's when I decided...

Why should I care?
'Cause you weren't there when I was scared
I was so alone...
You, you need to listen!
I'm startin' to trip,
I'm losin' my grip
And I'm in this thing alone...

Am I just some chick you placed beside you,
To take somebody's place?
When you turn around can you recognize my face..?
You used to love me, you used to hug me
But that wasn't the case,
Everything wasn't okay..

I was left to cry there
Waiting outside there
Grinnin' with a lost stare
thats when i decided...

Why should I care?
'Cause you weren't there when I was scared,
I was so alone
You,you need to listen
I'm startin' to trip
I'm losin' my grip
And I'm in this thing alone

Cryin' out loud
I'm cryin' out loud
Cryin' out loud
I'm cryin' out loud

Open your eyes
Open up wide

Why should I care
'Cause you weren't there when I was scared,
I was so alone

Why should I care
'Cause you weren't there when I was scared,
I was so alone
Why should I care?
If you don't care, then I don't care
We're not going anywhere

Why should I care?
'Cause you weren't there when I was scared
I was so alone
Why should I care?
If you don't care, then I don't care
We're not goin anywhere

CARE is not equal to NAG

CARE is not equal to NAG

I don't quite get it.. When you cared so much for a person, and you just wanna call that person, and see how that person is doing. Guess what you might get in return? "STOP NAGGING ME!!"

I was shocked when I got that reply. I was just worried if that person is alright but in the end, I got like a slap on my face.

*%&$#$%^&*

In the first place, that person was the one who told me that the day for that person wasn't going too good. So I offered comfort words for that person. I told that person to let me know when lab's done. Then I called.

I guess this is what you get for trying to care for the person you care the most.

WANTED: MR SMART ASS

Hawt Babe

Stephanie and Bel

I love this pic. I took with Steph on New Year's Eve, 2007 in Sincero Riverbanks, Sunway Ipoh.