The reason why I skipped chapter 3 aka month of March as I was a little too busy to catch up with resume writing and looking for internships.
It's almost a year I've been in the States. There are some stuff I would like to SHOUT OUT in this post:
To my lovely friends whom will be graduating soon: I love all of you and I am gonna miss you guys like crazy. Even though we didn't get to bond long enough but it seems as though I have known you guys forever!
Wern Cheen Chang @ Angin Kencang
Crazy woman who left us earlier in December. Miss her presence loads.
Cherry from Hong Kong
Just met her like a month ago, but she's graduating!
Crazy and swingy Indian, Sargunan Raj - I'm gonna miss talking to.
Craig or Craig. Who am I gonna disturb when he leaves?
NICOLE!!! Who's gonna tell me what to do or what's good?!
Zack! One in a million! No more crazy hugs and talks at the bar!
Two beautiful Ladies - Aisha and Naraa.
ISA would be different without you guys around..
Goodbye to all the Seniors
To my buddy who will he heading to Florida - Steve Gordon, I love you man! You're an awesome friend! gonna miss you loads.
And to Belize - we still have on semester and we're done!!!!
I have been here for almost one year now and these are some of the amazing people I met and I know I will miss. You guys are just awesome! Keep in touch. Love ya all!
I can't believe I did not blog for the whole month of February!
Reason:
Was rushing for yearbook
Assignments pilled up as high as Mt. Everest
Updating resume, looking for jobs, etc.
Work aka Phonathon
With everything listed above, I really had less time to work on my blog writing skills! But I guarantee it's a month full of gossips, a month filled with true-colors. More on this during Spring Break.
What's my latest interest? Gordon Ramsay's The F Word. It's crazy how I am watching his show now. I wasn't a fan of Hell's Kitchen because of all the crazy yelling. Yes, I love the food; hate the crazy yelling and swearing of words multiple times within a minute.
Alright, short update. I miss something but I guess it will remain this way - floating and wandering around in the thin air. Those are memories. They used to be my best buddy, now they're just unreachable.
We thought it would work but it did not.
We thought things would be better but it's worse.
What should we do now?
When you're so stuck in the middle and in a dilemma, you have no choice but either one would have to sacrifice. And in this situation, I choose to sacrifice myself. It's not an easy decision but I have no choice. It's for the best of everyone and the situation.
We still have a long and winding road to go. This is just a small obstacle. Am foreseeing that there will be things that are worse than this.
Have you wonder how much an engagement ring would cost? I did my little research. And found out that it's not cheap at all! You need at least $10, 000 USD for a nice ring from Tifanny & Co.
As recommended by Kenny Foo, this is Princee Cut 2.5ct from Tiffany & Co. and it cost AU$48,900.
This is the Tiffany Setting, 2.5ct, also from Tiffany & Co. and it cost US$41,500.
Come to think of it, aren't these a little too pricey? I mean, it's an engagement ring. Yes, no doubt it's for a life time, but still, it's a ring. But of course, this is a diamante ring. So somehow, it would worth this much.
Chris Medina and his touching story
Also, I saw this video on YouTube. It's so touching, that I wonder, will anyone love someone till they die? In this case, he does. He and his girlfriend got engaged and promised each other that they will marry 2 years after engagement. However, she got into a really bad accident and caused her to fall into coma and she just woke up recently, with disabilities for life. She might recover, but very rare chance, according to the doctor. Yet, he has not left her. He took care of her ever since then, waiting for the day she would wake up.
I mean, the bottom of the line is - is not easy to find a guy who loves you so much that he would do anything for you. In my Media Ethics class today (or rather for the past few days, almost a week), we were watching this show called Network, filmed in 1976. Story speaks of how controversial network media could be and how badly they want their ratings to go up, to the extent they would kill someone for bad rating (well you have to somehow watch the show to get what I mean). Anyway, the side story of the show, tells the tale of how a married man would cheat on his wife who were married for many years for a younger woman. No doubt in the end he went back to his family and wife; yet he cheated - slept with another woman and even lived with her under the same roof for 6 months. So at the end of the day, in the real world, it's not easy to find a man who doesn't cheat and stay loyal to you till the end of life. If you do, hold tight to it. And even if you found someone who doesn't buy you fancy stuff or sacrifice as much yet he is willing to do anything for you, hold on to him. You'll never know if you would ever find love like that again.
I once heard that in order to catch a man's heart, a woman has to act weak and innocent - so that the man could show his ego and protect them. I am against this theory. In this modern era, women are pretty par with men. Women still need men, but not as much. And I have to say - money doesn't buy everything. Money can't buy love. If a guy is rich and can buy you all the riches in the world, that doesn't mean he loves you entirely. As seen in Valentine's Day, Dr. Harrison Copeland (played by Patrick Dempsey) - he is rich and he has a family; yet he cheated on his family with Julia (Jennifer Garner).
Love someone, as though you love yourself. He/She will be part of your life sooner that you realize it. And do not cheat - it hurts the other party really bad and he/she might not be able to love another again.
