Duta Vista on 28-29th November, 2008

Friday started off a little hectic. I woke up by a message from SEGi, telling me the computing class's cancelled. I was wondering - since when I take computing class? Anyhow, I woke Michelle up and told her about it. Then, Michelle Tee came down to our room and we started have out girly moments together - which we didn't have for a very long time.

We went to CLC for lunch. Went to library to rush off Alice's work. By 3, I was done with it. Then I came down to see Jude and Jerome and planned for the evening. Jerome have class till 5, so all of us gotta wait for Jerome. Headed off to One U after that for a quick sneak peak at Quicksilver and Roxy. Sales was on but then again, nothing much to offer. We had dinner in Wong Kok Char Chan Tang. Food was just alright.

Then we went back to college to wait for Jude while he went Ultimate Prom. Ann and Jude was suppose to lead us to Duta Vista but in the end, they went off too fast and got us lost. We ended up in Bangsar and we had to make one big round to get back to Jalan Duta. what nonsense was that?? Doesn't matter.

By the time I reached Duta Vista I was already half dead. But Noah and Sandesh came in and we started to play CHOR DAI DI. WA.. classic chinese game man. We had fun. And funny part was, Noah, being a Chinese, don't really know how to play. Cindy's worse. Being a dealer in Genting yet she doesn't know how to play Chor Dai Di. WALAU WEI... funny right? Beer ran out and Noah had to drive us out to get some beer. Wow, Mr Noah needs a lot of step before he can pump petrol. Why? CAuse save petrol consumption. *sweat* Then, we went back and we played a drinking game. Freaking simple but when you're too excited, you can't play that game. SAndesh purposely kenakan me alot by asking me to drink all the time.. *sigh* STUPID SANDESH!! Then, after that game, Noah and I went for a pool game by the bar at Duta Vista. I was a better player than Noah. *hehe* No wonder he's my sister. *haha*

Sleeping was tough. And I shall show you how tough it was...

The Bed where Michelle, Cindy and I slept on the previous night..

The Stone Face Isabel

My baby sister aka Noah

Sleeping Baby

It's good he didn't suck his fingers or something. But pity Noah. He didn't really sleep the whole night because the place he slept on had a lot of bed bugs. He woke up a few times to shower. He looked HORRIBLE the next morning. Yet, he was gentleman enough to not wake us up and slept on the bed or something. Seriously, pity him a lot.. From that day on, I made him my baby sister.. :p

Madness in the Hat aka Exam Stress

"Have you seen your own stressed out face? Do you wanna see it? I've never seen you stressed out before. You weren't like this the previous term. Are you alright Isabel?"

That was what my roomie, Michelle Tan asked me after dinner. Yes, I think I am really stressed out. I have no idea why but I feel as though I am lost in the middle of the Earth - where there's no one, nothing. I had a few rounds of naps today and everything in my dream was about Christianity, Judaism and Islam. My face look really pale; eyes are red; body's restless. I am having a paper in about 4 hours yet I am not really prepared. I am still printing out slides and notes to help me for my paper later. Hopefully it will not be too tough.

Tomorrow, I will be studying for Alice's class - preparing myself for a battle with Alice. Alright, it's not really a battle but a debate on my argumentative essay. Everyone was saying that I should not have a problem in presenting cause I am good in speaking - but that does not necessarily mean that I am good in defending myself in public. Well, I may look calm but deep inside I am sure my heart beats 1000 times per minute. Yes, I am exaggerating; it's the truth.

I can't wait for this madness to be over.. The reason being this madness could be due to the fact that I have no idea my current standing which makes me super duper nervous about what grade I will get for this paper. I need to do well so I could take 3 subs in Spring Term 2 falls in March.

Keep ma fingers crossed now..

~muackz~

An Unfortunate Evening

Disastrous - what more can I say? The day started with a mess. It was really a bad day for me yesterday.

I woke up late for class. I totally forgotten that I had replacement class for World Religion. Big thanks to Louise for waking me up and telling me to bring the jacket for her and the location of the class. I popped out from bed and head straight to the toilet for a real quick shower and head to class. I didn't even wash my hair (therefore, I looked like a mess). With a cap, and jeans and a jacket and sport shoes - Chong said I looked like a detective, Louise said I looked like a thief, some said I looked really diff (cause I don't normally wear like that to class) and I bet some actually thought I looked like some celebrity running away from reporters.

Day went on. Class was boring. Went to see Rejis to book for sound system - that's where havoc came. According to Rejis, she wasn't aware that we're having an event at the AGM. I was like "OH MY GOODNESS!" But we booked the place last Friday and the woman from that department said we could use the hall. Then I went to the maintenance department and looked for the woman whom NOah spoke to last week. She forgotten about our event. How great SEGi management is.. *sweat* Then, after running around like a mad woman, everything settled during lunch break. *phew, what a relief!*

Then, ran to Tesco to grab groceries. As usual, I looked like a mom. Then, rushed back to college for the event. Took a really quick shower and went down to the hall as soon as I could. That's where disappointment came in.

Jude and Sandesh was supposed to help me with the event - but they were practicing their performance. Then, I didn't have any 'men' working with me. So I was working really closely with Chong. Luckily she was there. Noah was helping out more this time, as compared to Halloween - LUCKILY!!! - so he deserves some credit. Then Hilmi was suppose to come and help me but he overslept - so he came late. Though he came, he didn't even help much. He was busy talking. Then he had to leave early. I was really shocked. Really unexpected of my members. Then Kim, who was suppose to help me - came late cause she was busy with her shooting. She should have told me. At least I could have asked someone else to replace her earlier like maybe Michelle or smtg. But she didn't. *sigh* But poor Kim as well - she lost her wallet. So, in the end, I didn't bother asking everyone else to help out. Those who helped - Zairin, Chong, Nicole Pei Yi, Azwin, Rajah - thanks a lot. Well, luckily during the event, Sandesh and Jude was helping around. So it wasn't that bad after all..

What a day and what a night...

As for today - it was pretty bad. I woke up with a swollen left eye. Went to class, was stoning in class. Went to see Nasreen Khan to check for my previous term's marks. I needed to know how I scored for my 2nd assignment and final exam. But, Nasreen didn't have my marks with her. So, Louise and I had to see Dr Sharon for it. Dr Sharon was teasing me, "You got an A yet you wanna know your score? Funny la you." Well, can't blame cause I really have no clue how I scored A. So, these are the breakdown of my score:

Participation : 10 out of 10
Assignment 1 : 23 out of 25
Assignment 2 : 24 out of 25
Presentation : 17 out of 20
Final exam : 17 out of 20

I did really well for my finals which pulls up my marks. Noah did better than me actually but his assignment marks was less than mine. So, now at least I know how I score.

Then lunch was fine - with Louise, Yik Jun, Brian - all I can say - JOKERS! Then, met up with Umar for group discussion. During Basic Composition class - Alice wasn't feeling well. So her mood wasn't really good. Then, apparently some smart ass class mate of mine went to complain to Jenny that Alice is not as good as Chase. They want our final exam to be like Chase's class - to have oral presentation to replace written test. I was like.. "WHAT?? Crazy shit. No Way!" But since Alice might want it that way - we might have to go on with it. It's not fair for us or for the lecturer. Yes, there might be less burden for the lecturer. But then again - this is BASIC COMPOSITION not PUBLIC SPEAKING. So, whoever who complained - must be thinking that he / she is in public speaking class or smtg. If it's true - please wake up and realize, this is a basic composition class. After that, Alice also freaked us off by telling us that most of us didn't do well for our first assignment. I was really scared. She left the room, and went to the office to collect our files.

"Sin Sze Wei, lai lai lai!" said Alice. I was so scared cause even Umar got only 17.5 marks out of 20. I didn't dare to look at it at all. But to my surprise - I got 20 out of 20! I was nearly in tears cause I couldn't believe that I got pretty high marks. Good gracious. I seriously couldn't believe my eyes. Cause Michelle Tan, Michelle Tee and Cindy did fairly alright. They didn't fail the paper but they didn't do too well as well.

Now, we're all scared how we would score. Well, at least I know I scored alright for this. I wonder how I did for my mid term. Hopefully it's fine. As for World Religion - according to Tengku, all of us did pretty badly as well. I really don't wanna know how much I score now. I am worried how much I will get. Hopefully I receive miracles again. Cause Tengku's requirement might be different from other lecturers. *pray hard for it*

Weekend is coming. Can't wait for Dusta Vista. What is it? Update when I am back from that!! :)

~~muackz~~

Miraculously Surprising

I had a surprising MSN message from Quan Ming today. Gosh, Mr Tan Quan Ming - a guy who has not been in touch with me since like forever! Not that we're not in touch, just that we seldom chat online. Suddenly he sent me a MSN message - "ms sin sze wei". I thought something went wrong. And we chatted for awhile. Suddenly he asked to meet up like RIGHT NOW - tonight. I was SHOCKED.

Next thing you know, Quan Ming was right downstairs waiting for me. We went to the nearest McD to have a short yum cha session and we managed to catch up. Alright, not alot but quite alot I shall say - considering the fact that we never see each other since AUSMAT. So it's really been ages since I last saw him..

Let me comment on Quan Ming:
He put on weight - his face looks so much chubbier than before
He is still the same guy I know off since AUSMAT
He still have that same eyes - aka mata sepet (sorry Quan Ming)

The rest of it - I guess there's not much difference about him. The fact that he is working with BAT (BAT = British American Tobacco) surprised me and his job scope sounds really interesting. Therefore, I shall consider working there as well.. Na, dream on man, dream on.

The other highligh I would like to mention is - I know, it's been a long time since I blogged.

SORRY PEEPZ.

Was freaking busy for final examination and also halloween. BUT, there are short updates on what's going on with me:

1. New term = New subjects
I am taking Basic Composition II, lectured by Ms Alice Beh. But she told us in class that please do call her
either Alice or Ms Beh. So far she seems nice; according to the seniors who took her class before (Ke Shin,
Noah, Sandesh), she prefers guys over girls. Guess what, it's proven true. She seems to pay a lot of interest
in guys rather than girls. But sadly to announce that there are more girls than guys in my class. Aww.. Lucky
me, so far I haven't gotten into trouble with her. So, do hope I will be fine in her class and would be able to
score.
I am also taking Introduction to World Religion lectured by Ms Tengku Sheila. She is a really nice woman,
very outspoken; she is apparently also lecturer for Public Speaking but I don't have to take that subject
here cause I've done it in Sunway. Anyway, so far, she told us a lot of stories - but all are pretty good stories
for a class @ 9am on Monday and Thursday. Not being sarcastic or what- seriously her stories are
interesting (you know some stories will bore you to death but some will wake you up and make you wonder
more - she is the type that wakes you up.. cheers for that.. HOORAY!!)
I wanted to do the computing paper but according to Dr Sharon, it's too late for me to take already. :(

2. New Term, New organization, New Position
Oh, I probably mentioned or maybe not mention before that I am in this organizing committee known as
White House here in SEGi University College. Well, I told them previously I was in in student organization
well and I helped out during the Halloween Party. And yes, it was a success. It was pretty good. Therefore,
I got promoted to the Head of Events; from no position to Head of Events - not bad huh? Haha. Well,
having a position or not - it doesn't really matter to me. As long as I still get to enjoy while studying - it's
good enough. So far, so good! So cheers for that... HOORAY!!

3. Determined on keeping Good Grades
I appraoched Dr Sharon regarding my subjects. Apparently, I might be able to take one subject only the
next term. I was like - WHAT?!?!?!?!?!?!?! So, I asked why? She said cause is either the
subjects offered is too advance for me and I couldn't take it cause I haven't taken their pre-requisite subject
OR I've already done it previously in Sunway. Gosh, then how can I graduate on time? Then she told me,
"Not to worry Isabel. We will allow you to take three subjects then the following term or so; in order for you
to be up to date in the classes and I will not fall behind cause of that." I was relieved when I heard that. Also,
they have to consider my grades as well. So, she told me that I did VERY WELL for my previous term. All I
got to do now is to keep up the good work and maintain- therefore, I might be able to finish fast! So, I am
really determined to keep my good grades..

Phew, told ya I have a lot to say.. But things has been doing fine here. One last thing I have to say - I can't wait till Christmas comes. I can't believe it's already mid of November. It's just a month away till finals and Christmas. YAY. I am missing all ma buddies - the gang I hope to have every Christmas. Jaime, Siew Yen, Wai Ling, Tien Tien, Wai San, Pooi Ting, Jun, Li Leng, Chee Hau, Chee Yang, Ming Derk, Timothy, Tze San - gosh, I miss them all so so much. Probably it's because KL life makes you miss people more.. HAHA..

Anyway, I better go now. It's almost 3.30 am now...

~~muackz~~

Halloween Night 2008

Ma babes
Michelle Tan, Cindy, Michelle Tee, Isabel

Halloween 2008 @ SEGi University College.

It was different this year cause it was here @ SEGi University College. A total new place to me - but lucky me, met some lovely babes and friends. As you can see, I am a little dressed up. Reason being - I did a dance. Yes, it was alright but it wasn't like excellent. So I am super dressed up.. :p

The night was fun to be honest. I really didn't expect it to be so fun or rather successful cause when i looked at the rate we were going, it was pretty bad. But then, the night turn out unexpected..

But the night was tiring.. Really tiring for us. So, you wanna see more pics? Please go to www.facebook.com. I've uploaded like TONS of pics there..

~~muackz~~

Dedicating This Post To A Dear Friend..

Ma Buddy Chee Hau

HEY, HE'S NOT DEAD K. *CHOI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*

Just that these few days, a lot has been happening and this guy was there for me even though he is all the way in Melbourne now.

To be honest, I wasn't really close to Chee Hau not till end of last year. Suddenly we talked and it feels as though we have known each other like forever - we clicked in other words. Ever since then, I've been in touch with him - he even called me all the way from Melbourne for my birthday. And I thought that was really sweet of him..

Yesterday, I was pretty upset about some stuff. I already have a lot of stuff bothering me but when some additional stuff came to my concern - it even make me more upset. So I saw Chee Hau online and I sent him a message. Then he didn't reply and I thought he wasn't there.. Then I got disconnected somehow and when I saw the clock, it was already 2.30am. Suddenly, my phone rang and it was Chee Hau on the phone. I picked up. Well, yeah, with my upset voice, I spoke to him. Unluckily, the phone connection had problem. BUT, I manage to get online on MSN again. Therefore, I hung up his call and chatted with him online instead.

Seriously, his phone call cheered me up like a lot. I asked why did he call and he said cause I said I needed to talk to someone - therefore, he called. I was like WOW. That was really nice of him. We talked on MSN for awhile and he really made me smile. Gosh, trust me, with his crap, anyone will smile.

Hey Chee Hau, thanks for being such a dearie. Guess now I really owe you one drink when you're back from Melbourne. How ever lucky I am to have a good friend like you. Thanks for being there. And YES, I do hope to keep in touch with you no matter what. Like what Chinese likes to say - DIE DIE ALSO MUST KEEP IN TOUCH AR.... *LOL*

WELL, another two fella not to forget who has always been there - Tien Tien and Chee Yang. YOU TWO MONKEYS are still here and yes, you guys are lovely. (Alright, they are not together... But just the way I said it sound as though they are together... HEY, NOT A BAD IDEA AFTER ALL... *LOL*)

I better brush up on my Business Ethics. GOtta run..

~muackz~

P.S. I LOVE YOU GUYS LOADS

Have No Idea What Is Wrong With The World Around Her

Round round spinning round round...

I have no idea what is goin on around me. Yes I am freaking busy - White House, assignment and also studying for her final examinations. But then again, somethings are bothering her really bad..

Sometimes she really wonder - why are people so mean and untrustworthy. People could be nice to you but then they could talk bad about you behind your back. What world are we living in?

Living in a world with disappointment I should say. Sometimes when you think that person is like that, when they are not. I think I have seen a lot of people like that. And I am still meeting them. Seriously, you would not expect them to be like that, but they are. What can you do? Sometimes you just gonna keep quiet and forget about them..

This is what I believe... You are not living in the world alone and there are better people in the world where you can mix around with and trust. So no worries if you found someone bad.. They will help you to improve your life.. So don't cry over them but instead take them as something bad you have learned and make sure you never make the same mistake again.. It's alright to mess things up. No one will blame you. Everyday is a learning process.

Cheer up and be free!!

~muack~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHASE MILES

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHASE
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...

Today is Chase's birthday. He is the one American lecturer here, teaching English. Yes, he is my room mate, Michelle Tan's English lecturer. And yes, he is the one that Michelle was complaining to me about. But he is just strict in class. He is a nice guy when he is not lecturing. We went out with him a few times for eating sessions and hanging out session.

Guess what we did. We surprised him with a birthday cake. He was surprised! Should see the look on his face. Then he blew the candles and made a wish. Yes, we kinda forced him to do the Malaysian tradition - pull the candle out from the cake with his mouth. Damn, he wasn't sporting enough to do so. He was afraid we would smack his face into the cake... Well, actually that was the plan but since he wasn't really into it, we were pretty cool with it..

The game started when Michelle Tee smack some cake on Kim's face. That's when the war of the world started.. Kim then smacked Chase on his face. Well, I guess now we officialize the party.. We were running around in the cafeteria, trying to aim at each other.. And Chase, grabbed on of the tray as shield - just in case we throw anything at him.. And the worst part was, he managed to grab hold of the cream. And he was making water cream bombs to throw at us. And sadly, I was the victim cause he aimed directly at me, right at my face. My whole shirt was smacked with the whipped cream. DAMN. But it was fun..

But everything ended when Chase slipped and fell. He was right behind me, wiping his hands on my shirt and then he slipped and fell down on the floor. At first I thought he just slipped and fell. But I didn't know he actually fell straight right on his face and injured himself. Now he has a cracked on his lip - it's like a pirate drew an 'X' on his lip. And he was bleeding.. OUCH!! Trust me, I felt REALLY REALLY BAD... It's like I never expect that to happen.. But luckily, he was cool with it and he says it's not our fault...

So, to actually celebrate his birthday, we're planning to bring him out for food eating session again... This time, it's gotta be serious - no more fooling around!!

Anyway, I think he had fun with us. I had fun. And I am sure the girls had fun.. Gotta do my presentation now..

~muackz~

Stress Overload

Couldn't believe I am reaching towards the final week of my term. Time really flies. Yes, no doubt I am a little relaxed now but I feel stressed. I have no idea how can I score my papers. But so far, I've got scores on my Business Ethics paper. For my previous assignment, I got 23 out of 25. For presentation, I got 17 out of 20. Which is a pretty good one.. Haha. I think it was pretty good. And then, for Intercultural - I have no idea what's my current standing. But I guess soon will know...

Now am only left with my presentation and survey. But of course, I will be busy with WHITE HOUSE CLUB.. Halloween party is coming and I guess will be busy preparing it as well.

But guess what, I am watching The Orphanage right now.. Love that movie man.. And Michelle Tee just hit me as though I was a punching bag.. damn..

Anyway, gotta go now..

~muackz~

How Wonderful Life Is

Guess how wonderful could life be..... WITHOUT INTERNET!!

To be exact, life would be pretty horrible now without internet connection. I am one living example. Reason being is the internet connection in my hostel SUCKS REAL BAD. I am doing work in my room now and it's 2.12am and I can't open the page. Gosh, this is really horrible. So, Michelle asked me to go online and blog about it and THIS IS WHAT I AM DOING.......

In two weeks time, I will face my first final examination here in Segi. I don't know what to expect from the lecturers here to be honest as we don't really have quizzes and test like what we had in Sunway.. Gosh, and I have no idea where are my marks coming from over here. I mean they did give us a course outline and how marking will be based. But till today, I have no idea what is my current standing. I love Ms Sumitha and Dr Cheam. Both of them always provide us with an updated copy of our marks. Here, I live in a guessing world.

I have one presentation this Friday, one assignment due on Friday. Next Tuesday I have another presentation and the following week another assignment due and TADA, my final examination. I am not really used to the system here yet. But I think I will get used to it after awhile.

Alright, I better head back to work.. Don't wanna waste much time bloggin.....

~muackz~

CONGRATZ!!!!

WEll, this post is specially dedicated to my dear friend, JOEY WONG BIK YEE!

CONGRATULATIONS TO YOU AND NELSON FOR BEING TOGETHER FOR A YEAR NOW!! LOVE WILL CONQUER ALL FOR BOTH OF YOU.

Love you girl. Take care!!!!

Weekend Love

Well, Saturday and Sunday - I've got to say, it was fun, nice and at the same time, horrible.

Saturday, Michelle Tee and I went to Kenneth's sister, Cammilia's wedding. It was held in J.W.Marriott Putrajaya. Gosh, that place is seriously freaking far. Not joke. But then again, Kenneth's good friend, Raj drove Michelle and I there. When we arrived at the wedding dinner, we look totally LOST because we know no one there and we look really YOUNG to be there. (Well, most of the guest were Kenneth's parents relatives and friends.) But as we stepped into the hall, we were amazed by the decoration of the hall. It was excellent. Looks like a perfect wedding. Petals of red roses on the floor, red roses topiary, red and whilte clothes dangling from the ceiling of the ballroom and red candles- this is what you call LOVE. It has a really romantic feel and gosh, sadly, it was filled with uncles and aunties. :p

We stayed overnight at the hotel. But Kenneth and Raj was a lil tipsy. Nothing happened to the girls - we're safe. BUT, guess what the guys did... They started throwing McDonald's Chili Sauce Packets around, aiming at each other. Soon, Michelle started throwing nuggets. So I had three fella throwing things around the room. And I was one of the victim. :(

Luckily we settled down after awhile and watched Music and Lyrics and we slept off soon after. Woke up this morning feeling as though we fought a war last night. BUT, we're all fine.

Went lunch in Pyramid at this Japanese restaurant called Sushi Zanmai. Food was alright but the waiter and waitress were HORRIBLE. They got most of our orders wrongly. But luckily we were HUNGRY so we ate the food also in the end. Then, Raj drove Michelle and I back when Kenneth called, "I'm stuck at the Petronas Station near Segi." We were wondering what happened.

When we arrived, he told us that he rant into the tree leaves which he didn't see and drove fast through puddles of water. So in the end, car broke down. So he called the AAM people to come and fix the car. We accompanied him and waited for almost 3 hours before that guy arrived. He came and fixed the car. That's when I realize Kenneth's modified City looks like a toy car - where I can assemble and unplug things out easily. WOW, I was amazed. So, from now on, it's call Kenneth The Toy Car Owner.. HAHA....

Yup, guess I had some fun this weekend doing crazy stuff. War in the room with nuggets and chili sauce, unplug car parts from car, and going to stranger's wedding and crash the wedding. HAHA... Just kidding. We didn't crash the wedding. But we had fun.... Well, luckily I have this wedding as a weekend off cause I've been working my ass off for the past week days.. Now is another week of work load for me..

Girls Just Wanna Have Fun

Oh girls just wanna have fun oh,
Oh girls just wanna have fun oh.....

That was a hit in the 80's by Cyndi Lauper. Trust me, it's true, girls just wanna have fun. But some girls could not have fun in every aspect. Example, ME!

Michelle Tee, Michelle Tan, Cindy and Guan Xin was having fun with nail painting when I woke up about 11pm just now. I fell asleep while waiting for the internet page to load (see, this is how horrible our internet connection is). I stoned and look at them and wish I could do so but I can't cause I need to finish up my assignment due tomorrow, err which is today by now.

I was thinking, "Bloody, why am I so busy while they are free painting nails? Cause we're taking diferent subjects..." Life's unfair right? But in a way, it's good for them. I had my fun time during my first year classes. Now it's their turn to have fun.

I am not progressing a lot here. But singing to Jay Chou, Wang Lee Hom, and some crappy emotional Chinese songs help in writing. Don't ask me why cause I have no idea why. Listening to Michael Buble makes me feel relax and not to anything while listening to hard core rock songs make me feel like chopping someone off. (Just kidding. Please do not take me seriously on that.)

I messages Noah when I woke up asking him if I need to do up my slides and guess what time my dear friend replied me.. 1.30am. Wow, that's early Noah. Luckily I'm still awake. No wonder I am the walking zombie now. I do look like one. Anyone interested in seeing one? Please feel free to buzz me.

Alright, enough of ranting. Time to head off to work ma ass off..

~Muackz~

My Stupid Room Mate - Michelle

Well, today is a public holiday. But still, I had to go out for group discussion with my Business Ethics group members. My members are Noah, Louise, Pei Suan and Kang Shun. I was having fever last night. So I met up with them late. But in the end, I just found out, only Noah and Louise came. Kang Shun and Pei Suan didn't come at all. So, I mean I am not that bad right? So we had our discussion. And guess how long it was? For only ONE HOUR. So much for spending the whole day together doing assignment. *sweat* I went back and I kinda felt disappointed.

Then I came back and my roomie, Michelle Tan was err arguing with her boyfriend. Gosh, that moment was really tension for me. So I ran to the other Michelle's room. But I can sense something is not too right with Michelle and Kim as well. I came back to my room and decided to blast ONE TREE HILL ROAD MIX.

Then, I was about to do my work when Kenneth called. He was bored waiting for Ee Leng. So we had a really funny and random conversation about guys and girls. And he said I am stubborn. I probably am. OKAY, fine, I am stubborn in a lot of ways. I WILL TRY TO CHANGE THAT K????????? ~BLUEK~

Then, I was watching 2 Fast 2 Furious. Not even half of it, Michelle and I nearly slept off. It was already 4 something then and we just had our lunch. Well, I had food at about 1pm and I was hungry at about 4 so I had cup noodles with Michelle. About 5.30, I slept off till about 7.3o when she woke me up. What I was told was, when she was waking me up, I was smirking. And she stood there laughing her ass off. I guess she was really having a fun time to herself at that moment. I told her, if she wanna wake me up, she should have whacked me up instead of just calling my name.

We went dinner with Kim and Michelle Tee and also some bunch of August intake students. I remember there's this guy name Derrick, Jason and Nico and two other girls name Jennifer I don't remember. Sorry, it was a fast introduction. I couldn't remember all. I remember the guys name cause I MISS MA GUYS... Haha..

Anyways, came back and started to view online newspaper but FAILED. See how bad is the connection here? But surprisingly, I can BLOG. So I am gonna rant and rant and rant..

Alright, time to go and do my work or else tomorrow Noah is gonna chop me into pieces. :p (Just kidding Noah)

Perfect Lyrics for the Perfect Mood

My Immortal - Evanescence

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus:]
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus]

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

[Chorus]

A good song for the cloudy day... Is it good for halloween????

HAPPEE BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

When the clock struck 12, my room mate and ma new friends pop into my room and shouted, "HAPPY BIRTHDAY ISABEL!!!" and surprised me with a birthday cake.

To be honest, I really didn't expect them to surprise me with a cake and all. I thought maybe just a small eating session. But yeah, it's definitely unexpected. Then my phone rang. It was Chee Yang. Wow, he is pretty punctual now alright. I was talking to him like a few hours earlier on regarding the Hari Raya break plan and I thought he would just wish me then. But to my surprise, he called and he was the first. Then there was messages from Wan (my ex-colleague), Mun Ee and Macha.

Next to call is ma bestie - Tze San. Well, sadly for him, he tried calling me using his digi number but failed. So he had to call me with his maxis line. Poor guy. But yea, thanks dear for calling. And not forgetting, he was the first to write on my Facebook wall to wish me Happy Birthday. So at least ma bestie was somehow the first on something. Haha. THANKS DEAR!!

Then, to my surprise, Marcus Lim called and we chatted for about like half hour. Messages came in the next morning from Jenny (my previous room mate in Sunway), Jason Kong Kong, Lim Eu Jin, Kenneth, Ee Leng, Wai Ling, Elina (my mom's friend's daughter and also my room mate when I went China), my Aunty Poh Har, Elwyn, Sue Lin, Pooi Ting, Catherine (my class mate & group leader), Carina, Jun, Amirul, Ken (my bro in MMU Cyberjaya), Kee Weng. Also lovely birthday wishes on Facebook.

I had a rough one on my birthday morning. I talked to my room mate till about 6 am and I slept for only about an hour plus and I went class. So after class, I came back for a nap. While napping, I received an unknown call. Alright, I didn't pick it up the first time that person called but the second time that person called, I picked up. I couldn't really guess who was in over the phone. I felt really bad, trust me. Then, I finally realized, it was CHEE HAU. He called all the way from Melbourne, just to wish me HAPPY BIRTHDAY. Wow, it was really a surprise from him. I really didn't expect that from Chee Hau. Man, so sweet of him. THANKS CHEE HAU!!

Last but not least, it was my other bestie, Tien Tien. Alright, I called her to chat cause I had free phone calls that night. And she scolded me for calling her cause she wanted to call me to wish me Happy Birthday. But it was alright. No harm calling her on my birthday. We had a pretty long chat and it was fun.

The night before, I went out dinner with my sister and her house mate, Florence to Bubba Gum in The Curve. Alright, the food was EXPENSIVE but the shrimps were EXCELLENT! DO NOT TAKE BURGER FROM THERE. The bun was so hard that it wasn't chewable and I think if I throw it to a dog, the dog will die. Seriously, it was so hard. BUT, the atmosphere was nice. Love it. Something unusual - gave me a feeling of restaurants by the seaside at Freemantle, Perth.

On my birthday, my room mate, Michelle Tan and the other two friends, Kim and Michelle Tee went out with me for steamboat at a nearby place near our hostel. It was fun cause we were laughing at each other on how messy we were.

Then, another surprise came from US. My sister called and the two kids, Adam and Evan sang me birthday song. "Happy buffday to u, happy buffday to u, happy buffday to yee yee, happy buffday to u...". AWWWW............ They are so sweet. They sound so cute. Feel like hugging them at that moment.

Though this wasn't the best birthday ever, but I really had fun. Sadly, I didn't celebrate it with ma family and ma two bestie - Tze San and Tien Tien but it's fine cause I promised both of them that somehow in a way or another, we'll celebrate it together one fine day. To be honest, I was having some rough time for the past few weeks. I had some magic on that day but I know it wasn't working enough. I still feel sad about some stuff but I know I will be fine.

THANKS FOR THE LOVELY WISH ON MY BIRTHDAY!! YOU GUYS WORKED OUT SOME MIRACLE FOR ME!! LOVE YOU GUYS LOADS.. MUACKZ!!

Recent Loss that Changed Me

Well I realize I've been pretty grumpy lately. Today was a good example.

I was suppose to wake up about 9 to go to see this guy name Zamzuri regarding PTPTN loan. But I slept late, so I woke up late. I woke up when Kim called me about 9.45. She said she just woke up so we should meet at 10.30 instead of 10.00. I was fine with it. Quickly went for a shower and got ready by 10.30. But when I called Kim, she wasn't ready. It was alright with me, fine with me cause she was the one waiting for me normally. Went out to see Zamzuri but he wasn't there. So his assistant asked us to go out to get the PTPTN Pin Code from Bank Simpanan Nasional. Alright, fine by me but I insisted that we should go out as soon as possible cause it looks as though it was gonna rain soon. But Kim asked if her other friends can come along. I was fine with it but only one could come cause we are gonna take cab out and there was already me, Kim and Michelle Tan. So Kim said alright. Then she had to go back to her room to get her wallet cause she left it there. Fine by me.

Waited for almost half an hour before Kim came back with her two friends and suddenly she told me and Michelle Tan that MIchelle Tee will come with us. I was wondering how many of us could fit into the cab?? So Kim suggested taking two cab. But then again, we have to wait for Michelle Tee cause she is on her way back. While waiting there, we realize Kim's two other friends wanted to change major and stuff. But they didn't tell Jenny, our program coordinator. So they went while we waited for Michelle Tan.

Great, I was thinking. My patience went really low after that. I was hungry, it was already12 and none of the stuff are settled for the day. How can I continue with my work? Never mind, I told myself, be patient. So I went to the cafeteria to grab some burger and food to eat. Waited till like 12.30, and we tried to call Kim's friend but they didn't pick up!! So why are we waiting for them again?? They don't need to go to the bank with us. So let it be!! I was telling myself. But Kim said if we don't wait for them, they will get angry. Err, ello Kim, can you see our face? I'm getting angry too?? I told myself.

In the end, when we found them, rain started to pour. Great, amazing! Wasted my time, and rain is pouring. Walked out to get a cab and we had a bus. So I thought of going on the bus so we won't get wet. But dear Kim, acting smart said the bus won't take us where we need to go. FINE!!! Just take a bloody cab. I don't wanna get soak in the rain.

In the end, everything was settled and I got too tired when I finally got back. Took and nap before I started doing my work. Work is not done. Damn. This is bad. Gotta work my ass off tonight.

I realized I am not into meeting people these days. Getting more reserved to myself. I just feel like sitting with my work, finish it off, and sleep. I don't feel there are anymore excitement in my life. Things change pretty huge for me. But hey, I gotta stay strong. Be strong and believe that everything's gonna be alright...

Mandy Moore - When I Talk To You

Remember me
Feels like forever
Since the days
When we were friends
I don't understand
All these changes
I'm still the same
No need to pretend

Where'd it go..?
Do you know..?
Maybe it just doesn't matter

'Cause when i try to talk to you
I feel like I'm not getting through you
Where did we go wrong
It's hard to be strong
When I talk...
When I talk to you

There were times
In the beginning
When you were there
When I needed you most
We'd sit and talk
About the future
And laugh about
Us getting old

Do you know
How it feels
I hope that you know that it matters

But when i try to talk to you
I feel like I'm not getting through you
Where did we go wrong
It's hard to be strong

When I talk to you
I want you to know everything that I am
Don't want to know what life would be without you

When i try to talk to you
I feel like I'm not getting through you
Where did we go wrong
It's hard to be strong
When I talk...
When I talk to you

My New Life @ Segi Kota Damansara

Hey u guys. Sorry, haven't been updating in awhile. Was pretty busy settling down here at ma new place.

Segi looks really nice to be honest. It has a pretty good environment. But then again.... The hostel is not good. It really look like a dorm. Now I know wut Tze San meant. It's not like Sunway - an apt with 8 fellas and a kitchen and two toilets. It's a public toilet, where you share it with I have no idea how many people. It's really smelly. The cleaner doesn't come and clean the toilet. Unlike Sunway, it's so much cleaner and yet I complain it's bad. Now I really know what is BAD....

Did I tell about the public transport here? Gosh, it is really bad like what Kenneth told me. They only have two busses - one to Kelana Jaya LRT Station and the other to Mid Valley. And when I was exploring this place by myself the other day - I miss those two busses. And there were no cab around here at all. Gosh, what am I gonna do? I WILL SURVIVE!!!

But lucky me, met some really nice friends and one became my room mate. They are Michelle Tan from Kuantan aka my roomie, Michelle Tee from Penang and Kim from Kajang. So I will be pretty stuck with them since we're from the same intake.. haha

I'll try to take some pics and upload here.. Internet connection is really bad here in college. Tried to upload but failed.. Whatever it is, I WILL SURVIVE....!!!!!!

Day 01 of Medication

Medication is horrible. Day 1 and I am suffering..

Why am I even taking medication? I've been vomiting for the past one month and it's not normal to vomit like that. I didn't vomit like everyday but every now and then. But the nauseatic feeling was there for the past one month. Been to the doctor a few times and it was under control for a moment. But then it was worse for the past two weeks. So I had to go for a blood test to test on H.Pylori -the name of the bacteria. Blood test came back and everything was normal - no signs of bacteria. But according to the doctor, aka my God-pa - Dato Dr Yap, blood test only show accuracy of 60%. So to be safe, I had to do a scope -microscopic inside my stomach to check on the bacteria. Did it last Saturday and it was proven - yes, I do have H.Pylori inside my stomach.

The process of the scope was horrible. Doctor had to inject those liquid inside me (shit, I've forgotten what is it called - malay called Ubat Bius la). I was semi-conscious when I was doing the scope cause they have to put a hose into my throat. I had to swallow this giant size tube and yes, I could see my own stomach.

Well, yesterday was the first day of medication. The medicine does have side effect on me. My mouth would taste bitter after awhile. And I would not have the appetite to simply throw food into my mouth. Though I would love candy or ice-cream - but I should not take any of those for now.

Will see how will my condition be today.

It's Been A Hard Day's NIght

Today's been a really hard day for me. Was preparing documents for 53 copy of visa documents for applicants. Where got ppl so siao wan? It's because apparently we can't apply for group visa so we have to do individual visa. WTF??? Yes. So the whole day been in the office, typing and typing and typing and typing. The only break time I had was lunch and my vomit sessions and peeing sessions. Crazy huh? We were only done with the visa about 5.30pm today.

Phew. We were never so busy for the past few weeks or rather two months. The other time I prepared like 23 documents. Now, phew. Madness....

Things are getting weird for me. I don't know how to put it but I shall blog about it when I don't feel like vomiting.. HAHA>...

PEACE..........

UPDATE

AS REQUESTED BY MR KEE WENG, HERE YOU ARE

UPDATES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Alright, haha, just kidding Kee Weng. You are one of the weird fella who always ask me for updates. *lol*

Sorry guys, been pretty busy for the past few months. Work and work and work... Then I don't online at night cause I would either be sleeping or out somewhere with Tze San or Jaime or Siew Yen or Chee Yang or maybe all of them. Well it's funny how we always hang out with one another, and we disturb MING DERK a lot. Yes, Ming Derk cause he is nice to be disturbed. He is always one of out target cause he is crappy.

Well, I know I miss these bunch a lot. Now that they are all back in Uni, I am pretty stucked here alone. I mean I have ma family here but it's different. So now, I guess I would most probably sleep at night after dinner. I need rest cause for the past few days I have been going out a lot and been hanging out a lot with Tze San.

I am so not used to the life of not hanging out with friends. In KL, I hang out quite a lot with Stephanie, JonZ, Ben and etc. We don't go out but we can always crash at Ben's place for Mah Jong and stuff. Then after that, I came back and hung out a lot with Tze San, Jaime, Siew Yen, Yang and etc. And now... they are all gone..... Sob Sob..

But oh well, I really had fun with them. At least I get to spend more time with them before I leave. Speaking of leaving, I am still pretty stuck with ma application. Eastern Michigan University accepted my documents but they said it's not good enough. So I kinda need to resend all my documents over again. But luckily this time I have the help of my sister there. So hopefully I would be accepted in and I can transfer this time. Or else, I am screwed. I will have to wait till December before I get to transfer.

Man, I will really miss Malaysia - especially someone who's really close to me here and been here with me all the time and stuff.

Anyway,

BIG THANKS TO YOU GUYS WHO'S BEEN THERE

Working Life

I don't find working life fun now. You get up about 7.30am and reach office by 9.00am. You work your ass off till you get so hungry and your stomach will start growling to let you know, "Hey, it's lunch time!" After lunch, you work and work and work non stop till 6.00pm. And then, you head back home, get yourself into a hot shower and have your dinner and guess what, you fall asleep while watching TV after dinner.

I've had that lifestyle for the past few days. I started working in my mom's office on the 5th May, 2008. At first I thought working would be easy. Hell no - it's not easy at all. What am I doing in the office? Well, basically preparing China visa, tour information list and etc.

And the thing is, you need to bear with people's weird attitude and sometimes they give you the I-don't-like-you-stare and that's what I dislike the most. But well, life's like this. Everyone will have to grow up and this is part of growing up.

Gotta go for now.. Need to continue with visa application.. CHIOZ

Don't Write Me Off Just Yet

It’s never been easy for me
To find words to go along, with a melody
But this time there’s actually something, on my mind
So please forgive these few brief awkward lines

Since I’ve met you, my whole life has changed
It’s not just my furniture, you’ve rearranged
I was living in the past, but somehow you’ve brought me back
And I haven’t felt like this since before Frankie said relax

And while I know, based on my track record
I might not seem like the safest bet
All I’m asking you, is don’t write me off, just yet

For years I’ve been telling myself, the same old story
That I’m happy to live off my so called, former glories
But you’ve given me a reason, to take another chance
Now I need you, despite the fact, that you’ve killed all my plants

And though I know, I’ve already blown more chances
Than anyone should ever get
All I’m asking you, is don’t write me off, just yet
Don’t write me off just yet

That song lyrics was from MUSIC AND LYRICS...

Alrite, let's play some modification here:

It's never been easy for me,
To start packing and leaving things behind,
But tis time, it's gotta be the last,
So please forgive me, if I rant.

Alright, it sounds awful!!! Anyways, what I am trying to say is, packing is one tough thing to do. Now I know why people don't like to pack.

I am now packing my stuffs to bring back to Ipoh. Am leaving KL now. I did my last of few things. Went to church last night- which would probably be the last. Bought the side gate burger for the last time last night. Cooked my last dinner here in my apartment just now. Did my last laundry here in my apartment.

So basically I did quite some "last time" here now. Now am packing, ready to leave back to Ipoh. The next time I pack it would probably be heading off to States. Man, this is really tough. Am so gonna miss it man.. Yes, I strongly state that - I DON'T LIKE PACKING!!!

Alright, time's up. Gotta go pack again...

Love of my Life - Clay Aiken

I am amazed,
When I look at you,
I see you smiling back at me.
It's like all my dreams come true.
I am afraid,
If I lost you, Girl,
To fall through the cracks and lose my track,
In this crazy, lonely world.

Sometimes it's so hard to believe,
When the nights can be so long.
Faith gave me the strength,
That kept me going on.

Chorus:
You are the Love of my life,
And I'm so glad you found me!
You are the Love of my life,
And Baby put your arms around me.
I guess this is how it feels,
When you finally find something real.
My angel in the night,
You are my love, Love of my life!

Now here you are:
Midnight closing in,
You take my hand as our shadows dance,
With moonlight on your skin.
The look in your eyes,
I'm lost inside your kiss.
I think if I'd never met you,
About all the things I'd miss.

Sometimes it's so hard to believe,
When love can be so strong.
And faith gave me the strength,
That kept me holding on.

Chorus:
You are the Love of my life,
And I'm so glad you found me!
You are the love of my life,
And Baby put your arms around me.
I guess this is how it feels,
When you finally find something real.
My angel in the night,
You are my love, Love of my life!

You are the Love of my life,
And I'm so glad you found me.
You are the love of my life,
And Baby put your arms around me.
I guess this is how it feels,
When you finally find something real,
My angel in the night, you are my love,
My angel in the night. you are my love,
Love of my life!
Oh-ohh

Wedding Bells

NO, I AM NOT GETTING MARRIED YET. MY BLOG TITLE IS WEDDING BELLS DOESN'T MEAN I AM TALKING ABOUT ME, BELL. I am talking about wedding.

Yes, getting married to the one that you love is a wonderful thing. There is never too early or too late to get married. Just make sure it's the right one.

Wow, I was talking to Dawn just now and guess what, she was telling me her wedding plans.

Well, not as in wedding but she do have plans with her current bf, John (which I thought her current bf's name is Keith and Keith is HER BROTHER!!). Anyways, she was telling me that she was studying in the library and there were these two guys who approached her after she came out from the ladies room. They wanted to date her, not both of them but one of them but they saw she was wearing a wedding band. Yes, she received as wedding band from John. It's not a wedding ring nor engagement ring. It's a "promise" ring. Since she is still studying and she would not have plans on getting married not till after grad school, so he gave her a promise ring. They promise to stay true till after Dawn graduates from grad school and probably they get married then. Aww, how sweet right? So yes, Dawn is prepared to marry John in about two years time. They even have plans to have kids - 3 kids. Wow, they didn't really like plan them but they did talk about it. I can see that they really love each other a lot. I've not seen Dawn so serious with a guy before and it seems like she really loves him a lot. Good for her..

Seems like now I have three people or maybe four people in the wedding process. Jaime doesn't mind working things out with Jason, Dawn and John, Chee Yang did mention before that if things goes on fine with Sau Yeen, well, you'll never know, they might get married. Lastly, Carina and Amirul. Yes, they were engaged since last November. It's not really a big engagement thingy. It's something like a promise ring as well. It's not a diamond ring yet. But Carina and Amirul plans to get married when they are 25 and even Amirul's mom knows about this. How cool is this?

Man, it seems like everyone is settling down. I just came to realization that we are getting old. Oh my, seriously. Now is people getting married, next thing you know, someone's gonna be mom or dad. Wow.. Time really flies.

Alright, I am suppose to be stressing out with exams. But in a way, people work magically around me. Haha. Well, at least tis is the one news I am happy to hear about. Been hearing a lot of bad things about people and love. Kinda sick of hearing bad things.

Love is a wonderful thing. It works magically somehow. Haha, like what is was quoted in Dan in Real Life - Love is not a feeling, is an ability.

I am not freaking everyone off. But guys, open up your eyes and see. It's time for me to grow up and wake up. People are gonna get married soon and be mama and papa soon. No I am not exeggerating but it's true. So now shall wait and see who is among my gang to throw me the invitation card. (eh, dun budget and send me e-wedding invitation ar.. *lol* that way I might not turn up.. :P just kidding guys. I love you guys too much to not attend your wedding. LOVE YA'LL!! )

Say It Again - Freeloader Inc feat Stephanie Ang (yes, my dear friend, STEPH!!!)

Walau wei, couldn't believe that Steph is making her way through YOUTUBE now..

Well, this little girl here has a small body but a big voice - something like Christina Aguilera. Listen to her sing. You will love it..

STEPH -> continue singing and dancing. Am sure you will make it big someday.. Probably.. *haha*

Best of luck to STEPH...

CAught in the Act - Nanny Isabel

I didn't know I was caught in the act while taking care of my nephews when they were around!
I just found these pics from Justin aka my bro-in-law's brother's facebook.
So guy, those of you who don't believe that I was a nanny during CNY, well, here are some of the pics!!

Who's that? Evan sleeping in my arms.. My eldest sister in white (or in other words, the kid's mom) and my second sister in blue..

Another shot? As you can see, my dad is posing there, Aunty Yvonne aka mother-in-law (not my mother-in-law, my sister's mother-in-law) with Adam and me here with Evan..

Uncle Kevin's daughter aka Marcus's cousin.. lying next to me and her daddy aka Uncle Kevin there laughing (don't ask me what he was laughing about.. )

Yes, Adam, what are you mumbling about there?
Aunty Isabel couldn't understand a word you're mumbling..

Hello, I am Evan and this is my brother, Adam and we like to head-bang one another. *hehe*

Aiyak, another camera shot..
My bro-in-law, Marcus with Evan and I am trying to I assume trick Adam there..

Phew, finally someone lighter.. *lol*
Cheeky Evan looking around at the Kelantan market

See, told ya guys I was helping my sister around with the kids.. But I enjoy those two little monkeys.. Miss having them around.. :(

WAking Up

Man, this is really bad..

I woke up about 5.30am today. I got up suddenly and I couldn't sleep anymore and I know my mind were thinking about economics.. My goodness, this is a good example of exam stress..

Is either I couldn't sleep or I wake up from sleeps.. This is bad. The only time I could really sleep well is in fact in the afternoon.. Though I would wake up from sleep, but I will fall back into snoozing moment very fast... Haiz.. Weird sleeping habits through the finals. No choice.. typical of me.. Well, at least I could sleep at night.. Better than before, where I couldn't sleep at all..

Wait, could it because I drank tea before I sleep? But I don't think so. If it's cause by the tea, I would be awake the whole night but I slept... Hmmm.. Weird.. I think I would sleep really well tonight.. I hope I would sleep well tonight..

I am a Weeping Willow

What tree did you fall from?

Find your tree from your birthday and then click to find out what it all means... also in line with Celtic astrology.

Jan 01 to Jan 11 - Fir tree
Jan 12 to Jan 24 - Elm tree
Jan 25 to Feb 03 - Cypress tree
Feb 04 to Feb 08 - Poplar tree
Feb 09 to Feb 18 - Cedar tree
Feb 19 to Feb 28 - Pine tree
Mar 01 to Mar 10 - Weeping Willow tree
Mar 11 to Mar 20 - Lime tree
Mar 21 - Oak tree
Mar 22 to Mar 31 - Hazelnut tree
Apr 01 to Apr 10 - Rowan tree
Apr 11 to Apr 20 - Maple tree
Apr 21 to Apr 30 - Walnut tree
May 01 to May 14 - Poplar tree
May 15 to May 24 - Chestnut tree
May 25 to Jun 03 - Ash tree
Jun 04 to Jun 13 - Hornbeam tree
Jun 14 to Jun 23 - Fig tree
Jun 24 - Birch tree
Jun 25 to Jul 04 - Apple tree
Jul 05 to Jul 14 - Fir tree
Jul 15 to Jul 25 - Elm tree
Jul 26 to Aug 04 - Cypress tree
Aug 05 to Aug 13 - Poplar tree
Aug 14 to Aug 23 - Cedar tree
Aug 24 to Sep 02 - Pine tree
Sep 03 to Sep 12 - Weeping Willow tree
Sep 13 to Sep 22 - Lime tree
Sep 23 - Olive tree
Sep 24 to Oct 03 - Hazelnut tree
Oct 04 to Oct 13 - Rowan tree
Oct 14 to Oct 23 - Maple tree
Oct 24 to Nov 11 - Walnut tree
Nov 12 to Nov 21 - Chestnut tree
Nov 22 to Dec 01 - Ash tree
Dec 02 to Dec 11 - Hornbeem tree
Dec 12 to Dec 21 - Fig tree
Dec 22 - Beech tree
Dec 23 to Dec 31 - Apple tree



Apple tree: (the love) - of slight build, lots of charm, appeal, and attraction, pleasant aura, flirtatious, adventurous, sensitive, always in love, wants to love and be loved, faithful and tender partner, very generous, scientific talents, lives for today, a carefree philosopher with imagination.

Ash tree: (the ambition) - uncommonly attractive, vivacious, impulsive, demanding, does not care for criticism, ambitious, intelligent, talented, likes to play with fate, can be egotistic, very reliable and trustworthy, faithful and prudent lover, sometimes brains rule over the heart, but takes partnership very seriously.

Beech tree: (the creative) - has good taste, concerned about its looks, materialistic, good organization of life and career, economical, good leader, takes no unnecessary risks, reasonable, splendid lifetime companion, keen on keeping fit (diets, sports, etc.)

Birch tree: (the inspiration) - vivacious, attractive, elegant, friendly, unpretentious, modest, does not like anything in excess, abhors the vulgar, loves life in nature and in calm, not very passionate, full of imagination, little ambition, creates a calm and content atmosphere.

Cedar tree: (the confidence) - of rare beauty, knows how to adapt, likes luxury, of good health, not the least shy, tends to look down on others, self-confident, determined, impatient, likes to impress others, many talents, industrious, healthy optimism, waiting for the one true love, able to make quick decisions.

Chestnut tree: (the honesty) - of unusual beauty, does not want to impress, well-developed sense of justice, vivacious, interested, a born diplomat, but irritates easily and sensitive in company, often due to a lack of self confidence. Acts sometimes superior, feels not understood, loves only once, has difficulties in finding a partner.

Cypress tree: (the faithfulness) - strong, muscular, adaptable, takes what life has to give, content, optimistic, craves money and acknowledgement, hates loneliness, passionate lover which cannot be satisfied, faithful, quick-tempered, unruly, pedantic, and careless.

Elm tree: (the noble-mindedness) - pleasant shape, tasteful clothes, modest demands, tends not to forgive mistakes, cheerful, likes to lead but not obey, honest and faithful partner, likes making decisions for others, noble-minded, generous, good sense of humor, practical.

Fig tree: (the sensibility) - very strong, a bit self-willed, independent, does not allow contradiction or arguments, loves life, its family, children and animals, a bit of a social butterfly, good sense of humor, likes idleness and laziness, of practical talent and intelligence.

Fir tree: (the mysterious) - extraordinary taste, dignity, sophisticated, loves anything beautiful, moody, stubborn, tends to egoism but cares for those close to them, rather modest, very ambitious, talented, industrious, discontented lover, many friends, many foes, very reliable.

Hazelnut tree: (the extraordinary) - charming, undemanding, very understanding, knows how to make an impression, active fighter for social cause, popular, moody, and capricious lover, honest, and tolerant partner, precise sense of judgment.

Hornbeam tree: (the good taste) - of cool beauty, cares for its looks and condition, good taste, is not egotistic, makes life as comfortable as possible, leads a reasonable and disciplined life. Looks for kindness and acknowledgement in an emotional partner, dreams of unusual lovers, is seldom happy with its feelings, mistrusts most people, is never sure of its decisions, very conscientious.

Lime tree: (the doubt) - accepts what life dishes out in a composed way, hates fighting, stress, and labor, dislikes laziness and idleness, soft and relenting, makes sacrifices for friends, many talents but not tenacious enough to make them blossom, often wailing and complaining, very jealous but loyal.

Maple tree: (independence of mind) - no ordinary person, full of imagination and originality, shy and reserved, ambitious, proud, self confident, hungers for new experiences, sometimes nervous, has many complexities, good memory, learns easily, complicated love life, wants to impress.

Oak tree: (the brave) - robust nature, courageous, strong, unrelenting, independent, sensible, does not like change, keeps its feet on the ground, person of action.

Olive tree: (the wisdom) - loves sun, warmth and kind feelings, reasonable, balanced, avoids aggression and violence, tolerant cheerful, calm, well-developed sense of justice, sensitive, empathetic. Free of jealousy, loves to read and the company of sophisticated people.

Pine tree: (the particular) - loves agreeable company, very robust, knows how to make life comfortable, very active, natural, good companion, but seldom friendly, falls easily in love but its passion burns out quickly, gives up easily, everything disappointment until it finds its ideal, trustworthy, practical.

Poplar tree: (the uncertainty) - looks very decorative, not very self-confident, only courageous if necessary, needs goodwill and pleasant surroundings, very choosy, often lonely, great animosity, artistic nature, good organizer, tends to lean toward philosophy, reliable in any situation, takes partnership seriously.

Rowan tree: (the sensitivity) - full of charm, cheerful, gifted without egoism, likes to draw attention, loves life, motion, unrest, and even complications, is both dependent and independent, good taste, artistic, passionate, emotional, good company, does not forgive.

Walnut tree: (the passion) - unrelenting, strange and full of contrasts, often egotistic, aggressive, noble, broad horizon, unexpected reactions, spontaneous, unlimited ambition, no flexibility, difficult and uncommon partner, not always liked but often admired, ingenious strategist, very jealous and passionate, no compromise.

Weeping Willow tree: (the melancholy) - beautiful but full of melancholy, attractive, very empathetic, loves anything beautiful and tasteful, loves to travel, dreamer, restless, capricious, honest, can be influenced but is not easy to live with, demanding, good intuition, suffers in love but finds sometimes an anchoring partner.

Vincent - Don McLean

Starry
starry night
paint your palette blue and grey
look out on a summer's day
with eyes that know the
darkness in my soul.

Shadows on the hills
sketch the trees and the daffodils
catch the breeze and the winter chills
in colors on the snowy linen land.

And now I understand what you tried to say to me
how you suffered for your sanity
how you tried to set them free.
They would not listen
they did not know how
perhaps they'll listen now.

Starry
starry night
flaming flo'rs that brightly blaze
swirling clouds in violet haze reflect in
Vincent's eyes of China blue.

Colors changing hue
morning fields of amber grain
weathered faces lined in pain
are soothed beneath the artist's
loving hand.

And now I understand what you tried to say to me
how you suffered for your sanity
how you tried to set them free.
perhaps they'll listen now.

For they could not love you
but still your love was true
and when no hope was left in sight on that starry
starry night.
You took your life
as lovers often do;
But I could have told you
Vincent
this world was never
meant for one
as beautiful as you.

Starry
starry night
portraits hung in empty halls
frameless heads on nameless walls
with eyes
that watch the world and can't forget.

Like the stranger that you've met
the ragged men in ragged clothes
the silver thorn of bloddy rose
lie crushed and broken
on the virgin snow.

And now I think I know what you tried to say to me
how you suffered for your sanity
how you tried to set them free.
They would not listen
they're not
list'ning still
perhaps they never will.

Honesty the Best Policy

Was talking to Chee Yang and I totally agree that "HONESTY IS THE BEST POLICY".

In life, we have to honest. When you are honest, you break down one wall between you and your friends. There are many walls and barriers among human. It depends on one self on how much are you willing to do to break the wall between you and your friends, family and loved ones. Ok, I am not talking about your pet but there is still a wall between you and your pet. Reason being is if there is a wall between you and your pet, you also won't show you love them so much right?

Like what I said, there are many walls between human. It is up to one's initiative to break them. So if you do not want to have a wall between you and your friends, family or your loved ones, break them.

A Very Long Friday

I woke up really early this morning. Well that's also because I left my PC on the whole night. You guys must be thinking, "siao ar this woman, leave the PC on the whole night with internet on!!" I was trying to apply online for a seat for TOEFL exams (yes, TOEFL stands for Test of English as a Foreign Language). Since I am applying to Eastern Michigan University, I would need TOEFL as English requirement. It was so freaking funny. The page shows that it's processing and it says do not click back button or refresh or the transaction might not be accounted for. So, stupidly, I waited patiently for half hour. Still nothing. So I called Tze San for a chat. Well, he wasn't in a mood to talk also. Never mind. So I hung up. Then, I checked again. Still no change. So I decided to sleep and leave the PC on (there are possibility that the hostel internet yesterday was so slow....... that it might affect the process).

Woke up in the morning. Still the same. So, I checked ma order just in case there was transaction and I didn't know. Nothing. Then, I restarted the whole process. Man, hostel line in the morning is freaking fast. Everything was done within like 10 minutes (I mean filling up my details all over again). But when it came to the same old process page, I just realizes that there is a possibility that I might need to click "NO THANKS" to CHASE, which is the card my mom is using. After I clicked it, yay, it loaded successfully. Meaning, I was stupid enough to NOT realize about that last night and I was complaining about it to Tze San. *sweat*

Since I am already up, decided to continue watching the chinese series I am watching. But SINUS attacked. So, took a pill after breakfast and tried to keep myself awake. But nope, it's not doing my nose any good or my head. Still I had to nap for a bit.... It was 11.30am then.

ZZZZZZZZ...............

Yes, I woke up only about 3.00 pm. WALAU WEI.. Yes, I slept a bit too long cause I was too tired to wake up. Had my lunch and decided to study..

NOPE, didn't work cause my brain is still a lil tired. So continue with the CHinese series.. And in the end, it's almost 7.00 pm now and I haven't started studying and my finals are in 10 days time.. *WHAT????????????* Yes, 10 days time. So tonight is the time when I start the battle with my books. And I shall win this battle...

BUSY is Just a Reason to Avoid Convsersation

BUSY is Just a Reason

People normally used the reason "Sorry, I'm busy."

Busy is really not the reason to not talk and care or call for a person. If you really care for your loved ones, you will still call no matter what.

Am very disappointed sometimes looking at people acting this way. Well, I do agree, even sometimes I act this way. This is human, this is life.

Well, we should appreciate every moment in life with the people you love and treasure. Cause we do not know what will happen tomorrow.

Haha, this is probably what you call stress before leaving.. Ah, a lot of problems arise before you leave.. Preparation and all... And I don't get it why some people don't understand this stress and yet thinking that I am thinking too much.... Ya, right.. Tryin being me in my position..

Arrgh................ Exam Stress, Stress before Leaving, Stress of everything....................................................................

Growing Up - Strong Enough

I don't need your sympathy
There's nothing you can say or do for me
And I don't want a miracle
You'll never change for no one

I hear your reasons why
Where did you sleep last night?
And was she worth it, was she worth it?

'Cos I'm strong enough
To live without you
Strong enough and I quit crying
Long enough now I'm strong enough
To know you gotta go

There's no more to say
So save your breath
And then walk away
No matter what I hear you say
I'm strong enough to know you gotta go

So you feel misunderstood
Baby, have I got news for you
On being used, I could write a book
You don't wanna hear about it

I've been losing sleep
You've been going cheap
She ain't worth half of me it's true
I'm telling you

Now I'm strong enough to live without you
Strong enough and I quit crying
Long enough now I'm strong enough
To know you gotta go

Come hell or waters high
You'll never see me cry
This is our last goodbye, it's true

I'm telling you
That I'm strong enough to live without you
Stron enough and I quit crying
Long enough now I'm strong enough
To know you gotta go

There's no more to say
So save your breath
And you walk away
No matter what I hear you say
I'm strong enough to know you gotta go

Well, yeah, I am strong enough - to go through the month of stress, the month of killing time..

You know, I do think back a lot. If only we could remain as kids, we won't have to worry so much about studies, money, love and everything. Remember during kindergarten, you just fight with your classmates for barbie doll, for toys and at most, who is smarted in ABC. But look at us now, we have to fight to survive. We have to work hard in order to score for a paper. Or else, we will not get good grades and we might not get a good job. We have to worry about money. No money, you can't survive in this pathetic world where everything is about money.. *is all about the money, is all about the dum dum dum dum de dum* We have to worry about the person that we love - if he or she is doing alright if I spend less time with them or how are they coping with their work. We also have to worry about how people look at us - am i too fat? is my dress alright? is my hair alright? does my spikes looks right?

So yeah, this is what you call entering adulthood. And I believe there are more to come for me cause I've just entered adulthood. Haven't really step into the working political world. Yes, you might think college is political but working life is worse. I know that cause I've worked before and that's in a small firm. I can't imagine if I work in a big firm. I think I might suicide faster. Na, just kidding. But yeah, working life is horrible. But ah well, this is life. See how lucky you might be in meeting people.

Yes, I am done grumbling. I think I write more when I am stress. I think more when I am stress - to divert my main stress to other things. But of course it's not good - cause it might stress me out even more. So, in conclusion - DON'T THINK...........