if your heart's not in it

geez, thanks dawn for getting this song stuck in me. it's playing over and over again cause I'M REPEATING THE SONG. DAMN NICE!!! lolz

today has been a tiring day as well. (since when i'm not tired?) got up slightly earlier for work today cause needed to be at the shop by 10.00. i woke up late. shoot. i'm gonne be dead. that's what i thought. but, i was the first to arrive at the shop. the girl with the keys to the shop was late. *sweat* so much for rushing to work.

well the day was kinda boring and tired... then tze san came. he accompanied his supervisor to the shop, a branch from where he was working to collect some pictures. yes, he used to work in some photo/camera shop (don't ask me the name of the shop. kodak i think...) then he came and visit me. ok, not visit, look for me. visit sound as though i'm in prison. lolz. then we chatted for a while until i realise my boss, eddie is coming. well thank God the new location of the shop is good, i could see when my boss is coming all the time unlike last time. phew. didn't get into any trouble. then when eddie was in, before he left, he came up to me and said "hey, lil girl, how's everything? got back the feel of working here? are you used to it?" then i was like "yeah, ok-ler. i mean there's nothing much besides when there's people around my area, i would go up tp them and talk to them and serve them personally if possible." after some long talk, only then i realise eddie was calling me lil girl. "hello, i'm not that lil also okay!" i told eddie. then we laughed and he said he'll talk to me later.

nothing much in the afternoon. tze san messaged me for yum cha. i agreed. well, boring noon. not till my lady boss, jolene came. she came with loads ot stock of accessories. phew, needed to get them ready for sales. stuff to do includes :
- seperating the colors of it
- tag them
-price them
-find suitable location for it
-keep some of the stock aside (with tags and price on as well)

then it was nothing much till it was end of the work day! wohoo, free from work. tze san came early even before my work ended. impatient uncle lee... he's horrible. kept on teasing me during yum cha and stuff. sigh... stupid uncle lee.. wait, better defined who's uncle lee..it's lee tze san..not lee chyn wey or lee da-hao... lolz....

thank goodness the thing between me and tze san is over. we're really cool as close friends. p.s. San, if you are reading this, thanks for being there for me! well i didn't lose a friend... and we can be as close as want but of course knowing the limits. isn't tis cool? i can tell him everything and so does he (that's if he wants to tell la). well, i am sure i'll miss him also when i am away in the States cause he can't disturb me like now... or technically, i can't disturb him like now as well...

friends come and go. i am accepting that fact now. lost a few of my friends but gaining at the same time. will there ever be a balance? i doubt it. even sometimes when you have a lot of people around you, they might not be your true friends. and if you ever find true friends, keep them. having loads of friends doesn't mean anything. people often say, when you have loads of friends, you should be happy.

sigh, i am crapping again. but it's true. think about it... take some time to think... and for the mean time, ISABEL OUT!!!