Bitchi-fied

i am turning myself into a bitch now. tis is what i learned from El today. sometimes in this world, we can't really be nice to the whole entire world. there are times when you have to be a bitch. i knew it since high school. but the fact is i do not want to be one. living a university life now, i realise, as i grow older, i really have to turn myself into a bitch. geez, what is wrong with the world today?

El told me something today that i wasn't suppose to know. but now it seems like it's time for me to know. J was asking her the other time, should she be a bitch to me for forcing her so? well, indeed, i assume she choose to be a bitch to me. no wonder she was not talking to me since then. even if she talks to me, she sounded forcefull. wow man, if that's the case, this is how i am gonna live my life. be a bitch! remember what russell peter said, be a man! yeah, be a bitch!

i am so disappointed. and i am getting more and more pissed off with her. but ever since i found out bout this fact, sorry, i am not gonna be miss goody two shoes anymore. well, not to say i am gonna change my whole entire chracter or something but i am pretty sure i am not gonna be nice to the whole entire world.

i was pretty happy at first cause i manage to do my physics quiz. (well, though i didn't do the whole thing but at least i got half of it right!!! ) hip hip hurray! hip hip hurray! three cheers for myself. now i know, hard work really pays. in order to score for my other subs, i really need to study more. well, since now i already lost a friend, or maybe two or three, since they are all linked together, sorry to say, i am gonna go on my own way then. i am thankful in a way i am not seeing her often, well, as often as i used to.

sorry guys, i might be a mean fella from now on cause i am way too disappointed with people around me. i think i shall change the way i live my life!!

thanks for the support though, i mean Ew. Glad you are still here, busy-body-ing bout my blog! lolz. will see you soon.