never let you go

well....it's suppose to be a chinese song but this title, never let you go is an english version. not a bad song though..

aha, today's my last day of work. wohoo! at last, free from work. like what tze san would say, i am only free for a few hours. the next thing i know, i'll be back in kl doin my council work and committee work and also studying. i realise this so-call break of mine was not a break at all. it was mainly work, work and nothing but work. pretty tough life i have... well, what to do. i was the one who wanted to keep myself busy. blame it on no one but myself.

went out with uncle lee today. picked me up from work and he realised he left something at home. it was a present for me. i thought he was joking but he was not. i kinda joke with him the other day asking him where's my farewell present? he then told me he got me something. *sweat* followed him home and tada, he gave me the pressie. even his mom knew about the pressie. he left it at home, then his mom called asking if he was suppose to bring me the pressie. *sweat* old fella, never remembers anything properly... yeah, he got me a soft toy, a tiger. i have no idea why a tiger. but truth is, the tiger is pretty cute. it's a beanie tiger. hehe. and the tiger can split. lol.

somehow, i don't really wanna go back to kl. i have no idea why. maybe like what derek said is true, something might be holding me back here in ipoh. i have no idea what it is. or maybe put it this way, i am trying to runaway from reality. there are things in kl i don't really wanna bother. but still i have to face it no matter what.

hanging in the middle of nowhere. i'm lost and can't be found. shall live through this and learn from it. *there's nothing left to say but goodbye........*